Gathering of Love With God's Action in Plantagenet, Ontario,
Through His Instrument, The Girl of My Will in Jesus
 

2011-12-11 – Morning

The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: It is the Lord's grace that leads us to listen to our hearts. The Lord wants us to be in his presence.

How many moments are there in our lives when we can actually hear the Lord? You’re going to go home and you will be faced with storms, and they will become a daily occurrence. When a wave of anger sweeps over you, how are you going to react when it comes over you very quietly and you don’t even notice that you have become angry? You saw nothing, you heard nothing, you felt nothing until the moment it hit you in the face. And then, words emerge from you, your eyes become hard, your ears shut themselves to love. You are in the grips of an uncontrollable emotion and the more you venture into that storm, the more you are knocked down to the ground, and then, you hear winds howling outside, which are caused by your own storm inside you. Who can help you in that moment? The Virgin Mary, the Virgin Mary, the Virgin Mary.

Satan will bring about storms, my children. In order to help your brothers and your sisters, you will have to be gentle and humble. And who is gentle and humble if not the Son of Mary, the Virgin of virgins? For those storms will multiply. When you will see your neighbour, and when you realize that your neighbour is not in that storm whereas you are, then you will be in danger. When you will feel diminished and unworthy, who will be there to tell you that you are in the middle of a storm? Mother Mary will tell you this. You will need to pray; even if you don’t feel like praying, pray. Ask your guardian angels for help. Ask for help when the storm is over; don’t wait for another to begin. Some of you were caught up in storms in the days leading to this day, and Satan uses our weaknesses.

We accepted to be the last, didn’t we? Well then, so be it. Satan will attack us and God will give us strength. But, at times, we will have the impression that we have no strength left, we will have the impression that God has forgotten us. Let’s not worry – Mother Mary is watching over us. All this is happening and will continue to happen in our lives. This time of surrender will enable us to discover our mercy. We will be on the cross, a cross of suffering.

Let’s take a look at ourselves today: We hear our God speaking through the instruments that we are, Nicole and I. And when I will leave here, just as Nicole will, you won't hear your Lord speaking in your hearts but he will still be there. He will continue to speak to you, but your storms will prevent you from hearing him. Therefore, remember these moments, remember what the Lord told us during the adoration. You know very well that when my eyes are open, these words don’t come from me but from the Holy Spirit. Only he knows what you are storing inside yourselves at this very moment so that you can leave here with healings and deliverance.

The Mother of God has asked us to say ‘Hail Marys’ when we are being critical. Do you say your ‘Hail Marys’ when you are criticizing? It’s so easy to forget, isn’t it? Mother Mary knows this. Like a good Mother, she reminds us that we must say our 'Hail Marys' at the slightest criticism. She has also asked us to protect ourselves. We must believe in what we did in the past: wearing the miraculous medal. Yes, we did this, we wore it, but it’s a good idea to say to her from time to time: “Thank you, thank you, Mother for your protection.” We call it the miraculous medal; it hasn’t lost its power yet; we are the ones who have lost our faith in this medal. It is Heaven that heals, God that delivers, not the medal; but he, he knows that, like tiny little children, we need to be reminded of what he does for us.

Remember that when you lack patience, you are failing Mother Mary. She is our Mother; she's the one who is patient with her children. Try to count the number of 'Hail Marys' we have recited since the first time we said a 'Hail Mary.' It’s a pretty big number, isn't it? And so, Mother Mary must have a lot of patience! We’re always starting over again, saying: ‘Hail Mary, full of grace, blessed art thou amongst women.’ She is the Full of Grace, of all graces, she is the Mother of our Divine Lord. We call ourselves poor sinners; we ask her to pray for us now, now. Therefore, let’s pray Mother Mary; she prays, and prays, and prays.

One day, I heard her, Mother Mary: “I am so tired!” Through these words, Mother Mary wasn’t referring to physical fatigue; she was talking about seeing us complain constantly. Yes, we complain a lot: “It hurts here; it hurts there. My child is doing this; my child is doing that. He no longer goes to mass; he's divorced; his wife no longer comes over. My daughter is a prostitute, she takes drugs…” And then, we hear the words: “Give me your yoke; mine is light. Surrender your children to me, they are mine. Trust in my mercy, your children are saved.” And tears well up in our eyes again: “My child takes drugs; I'm afraid, I'm discouraged. My children are turning to impure spirits.” And then, again: “Pray, have faith. Give me your child.” “My toe hurts, my back is sore; I can't hear very well; I'm dizzy; I no longer have an appetite; I have cancer; I have AIDS; I've lost my job; I'm on the verge of bankruptcy; I've lost my apartment; I can no longer make ends meet at the end of the month.” “Surrender all of this. Trust in God.” “Yes, Mother,” after I have cried, after my anger, after my fits of rage, after my despair.

Well, we’re paying the consequences of this. We are nourishing our own consequences. We do this over and over, but a certain amount of time went by between the last time and this time: what happened in between? I nourished myself with discouragement, I nourished myself with my complaints, I nourished myself with my anger, I nourished myself with my own hell on earth. And during that time, were there others who took advantage of this time? Yes, there were others who took advantage of this time – it was Satan, the demons! They didn’t waste any time because they are the cause of that discouragement, they are the cause of those moments of anger, of despair. They can easily go after other people anywhere in the world and they can attack them because of what we agreed to feel. And once they have attacked them, well, then the demons prepare those people to provide them with opportunities to attack us once more. When are we going to stop giving this nourishment to Satan?

Yes, I have cancer? “My God, you’re going to take care of me. I will praise you.” It’s the end of the month and I have no money? “Well, you’re all I need.” Here in Canada, I will always receive a monthly pension cheque. Yes, I will lose my house, I won't have a car. If my cheque is big enough, I’ll have a phone, a television, a radio, and newspapers in my little apartment: “Lord, you will never let me down. You will teach me to always get back up. You’re the one who will teach me to not be afraid of hunger.” My child takes drugs? “Well, Lord, you'll take care of him, you'll take care of his soul. I'm talking to you about his soul, Lord – please take care of it for eternity.” “Lord, teach me to die; teach me to not become attached to my flesh, but rather to my eternal life.”

Yes, it’s easy, Lord, to talk like this in front of our brothers and in front of our sisters – but you’re not the one with a gun pointed to his head. And if the children of this world were sitting in your place, wouldn’t they be saying the same thing? Well, Lord, a bullet is pretty quick. That’s not important, Lord – what is important is whether my soul will go to hell for eternity. Am I ready to get back up and to say: “Lord, you’re the one who matters, not me. It’s the lives of my children that matter.” Saint Rita prayed over her two sons. She said: “Lord, come for my children rather than allowing them to live and to die in a state of mortal sin.” Well, Jesus came for them, God came for them. Are we ready to do this? You see, we must live as beings who are living in faith.

I'm in the middle of a construction project, you know? A huge project. And at a certain point, the bones in my fingers began to become crooked. I couldn’t move my thumbs any more, day or night; I had huge bandages around both thumbs and I was stacking wood. And we did the landscaping for days and days while I had those bandages on. Did the Lord take away my pain? Oh, no! I could feel it day and night. But it was the Will of God: “Lord, I will only stop when you tell me to stop. This pain, Lord, well, I will learn to love it. Am I going to stop? No, Lord, because you’re the one asking me to do this, and therefore, it’s up to you to see to my pain.” Well, this gave me strength and I kept on working. He taught me, he taught me that: “Yes, you are in pain; nourish yourself properly.” He taught me: “Reduce a certain type of food and eat another. Get up in the morning and do not complain.” He would say: “I have healed you.” My thumbs were all swollen! But I believed him and I still believe him. What do I know about healing? He knows a lot more about it than I do.

This is how we must live: “I give you my son; take care of him, Lord. Oh, Lord! He doesn’t follow God's ten commandments, Lord. Take care of him.” “I am taking care of him; do not worry.” “Okay, Lord. I believe you.” This is how we must live. Let’s keep our peace; in physical, mental, or emotional pain, let’s keep our peace. My daughter is dealing with pain that the doctors are unable to treat. Yes, she's raising her children – she bends down and she stands up in constant pain. “Well, take care of her, Lord. You are her strength; you are the one who keeps her going. She is your child, take care of her.” This doesn’t mean that I don’t go over to help her whenever I can; and that ‘whenever’ is like this (tiny). He's looking after her and I trust in my God. The pain she has to endure, she endures it with God's strength. Such is the Will of God. This is what the Lord is asking us to do.

We deserve these consequences. Are we going to continue complaining about the things we ourselves have caused? It’s up to God to take all these consequences. He's our doctor, he's our deliverer, and so, let him take care of us. He says that we’re going to undergo the Great Purification of the flesh – well then, let it happen whenever he wants it to happen. Satan is doing whatever he can to make us doubt, but our Lord tells us the truth. He is the Truth, it isn't Satan. He's asking us for surrender: we are going to live surrender. He's asking us to be mercy: yes, we will be mercy but we don’t know how! But he knows: leave that up to him, and let’s leave it up to him to have us live what we are supposed to live. Yes, there are wars and we see bankruptcies, and he did tell us that there was going to be one bankruptcy after another in countries all over the world. How mysterious are your ways, Lord! Since you will take care of all your children, there's no need to worry.

People are talking about the chip. Come on! Since we already know about it, stop worrying! We still have land, and so, we will work that land. Even if it’s just a tiny plot, well, we will plant what we need – we’ll keep a little for ourselves and we’ll give the rest away. It’s better to die with an empty stomach than with a full stomach – this way, I will rise up to Heaven much faster! We’re journeying towards our Lord, and so we believe in this. Believe in this! And every day brings us a step closer to walking with confidence. God's paths are very narrow paths; they are not wide, and we can feel the walls on either side, can't we? Sometimes it feels as though we’re being crushed. That’s God's business. He is the Way, not us. Let’s walk as God wants us to walk.

If you think that these words come from me… well, if it were up to me I would be sitting with you and listening. Because I say the same thing you do: “Lord, are you sure you’re not mistaken? What if this isn't for our time… Well, I would still be with you anyway; I would be living my life but in the way you want me to. But you want me to be up in front, and yet, I know that I'm making a lot of children suffer. I'm the cause of many judgments, I'm the cause of a lot of suffering and that, that’s painful!” But the Lord is like that – through suffering he heals. He has us undergo trials, trials of love, but when I know that I'm not the only one, well then: “Ah, Lord, I'm glad I'm not alone!”

The Lord knows that we need one another. Therefore, let’s be love, let’s stay on that train, and let’s stand right in the middle of all those who speak against us, and let’s allow them to go before us. Satan – we won't say ‘hates’ because he loves the word ‘hate’ – he doesn’t like it very much when we love one another. Therefore, let’s love one another; let’s be united; let’s do as he says. When we’re tempted by music, let’s not forget that sometimes music isn't always the music of God. We’re not all alone in here: at this very moment, we’re in the presence of many children who like music, who like games, who like talking about vampires. Well, don’t forget that life isn't a game, it’s a reality: we reap what we sow.

Do you remember…? Didn’t it ever happen to you when you were, oh, I don’t know, ten, twelve years old – you would start talking about a noise you heard to your sister who was by your side, to your brother who was by your side? And then, you would exaggerate: “I think I hear something; it’s coming closer; it’s really close, I think… Yikes! Did you hear that?” And then after a while, we were underneath the covers yelling “Mommy, mommy!” We all played this game, didn’t we? And we would start all over again another day. We liked being scared, we liked that feeling. Well, that’s in our flesh and today, young people, this generation, our generation – well, it likes fear. Let’s show them that we were once like them, let’s show them that life with impure spirits isn't a game; because do you know what we were doing when we used to say “Did you hear a noise?” We were opening a door, and then we opened another door, and we were inviting the impure spirits in.

Today, it’s not the same. Today, we give them names. Today, we know all the details about them. But they are the same spirits, the same impure spirits. We’re not any different from our children: they have become what we were, and we became what our parents were, and these are the teachings of the Lord. Let’s keep our peace. If today, we have come together in prayer, then they will be together as well. Today, we are living storms; they are living storms as well. They have to live their own storms so that they too can survive this storm. It was the saints of the past who helped us; our grandparents, our parents prayed. Therefore, let’s continue praying and let’s stop complaining. Children play games that invite impure spirits in, don’t they? We did the same thing: “I give them to you, Lord. Look after them.”

Let’s stop complaining. Let’s believe in what we are: children of God for God. Soon, they too will do the same thing that we’re doing. At this very moment, they’re in the process of allowing themselves to be transformed by God. What the Lord is in the process of doing with us is… well, he's turning us into saints. And it isn't boring to be a saint. We don’t have time to be bored; we’re too busy, not only praying but: working and praying, which is different. Every time we work, we work, we work and work, that’s praying. And so, we can tell young people: study, study, study – that’s praying. Work, work, work; making your bed, cleaning up your room is praying. Driving safely is praying. Everything must be prayer.

And so, we’re going to leave in five minutes to go to mass. How many do not know how to attend mass properly! At the offertory, when we offer our life, let’s ask him to fill our life and to return it to us: we need strength, courage, patience, we need to share, to be charitable, we need humility, purity to survive these storms. And where can we receive this much love? During the mass, isn't that right? Throughout the entire mass there are moments when we enter within, we open ourselves up, we give ourselves, we receive, we give thanks and we go home transformed. Well, after the mass is over, let’s believe in what we have become. This is a unique moment and all the children of the world need this. Amen.