The Action of God in the Girl of My Will in Jesus 

Your Refuge, Your Place

2013-09-08

I AM is in you. This teaching is from Heaven. Everything has been prepared for such a long time now. My children, give yourselves, I love you so! In the days preceding this teaching, children who are volunteers in the work of the Action of God with the Girl of My Will in Jesus asked themselves if they were going to do what a child, who is a volunteer in another work, was asking them to do. In their heart, the answer was: «We cannot do this. What are we to do, we do not want to displease Jesus? The Girl of my Will in Jesus is his instrument!»   

The answer for these two children and for yourselves also came from me:” I am the Author of the gatherings of love with God's Action. All that the Girl of My Will in Jesus is, is of the Will of my Father, and by the Holy Spirit everything is accomplished. The Divine Will has brought her there where she was to be, just like you, my children, who have given your yes to the Love.”

The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: Lord, we want to be instruments mere instruments. We are not greater than others, oh no, Lord! We are all ‘pencils’. We are all an instrument, and when the Lord wants to use his instruments, well, he takes them and puts them to work for his work, not for ours.

We all have a mission: it is to love ourselves so that all the others will love unconditionally. That is what we must discover at every moment in our life. To love: to love the being that we are in order to discover love in others, even during the most simple moments such as distracting a little eight year old girl. All these moments are important because they lead us to what we are: children of God.

We have a lot of trouble entering on the path of God. God says: «Do not look behind; behind you are your mothers, your fathers, your sisters, your brothers, your children, your grandchildren, your friends. If you do not leave them behind, you will not be with me. You will walk, but your heart will be elsewhere and I will be alone on the path, because you will not be walking with me, you will be walking with your thoughts, with your gaze: your gaze, not my gaze.» God asks us to follow him and to choose him.

We must learn to leave ourselves behind. A pencil does not think, a pencil does not act, a pencil is in the hands of God, and it is God who is the Master of the pencil, not the pencil! If the pencil wants to more so than does the master, it will emit (its) sounds, it will act for its own interest, it will not be abandonment; but it will ask the others to abandon themselves, because it will have given itself a mission of writing for the Lord.

The Lord asks us to be true to ourselves, and to be true to ourselves, is to be eclipsed before God. To no longer be, but to be in God; to no longer live, but to live only for God; to no longer will, but to do the Will of God: that is what God asks of us. What God has done with us, he does so with many persons.

When we were called by God, it is not we who made it such that we were called to be there where we are today, it is God, and how did he do it? In the silence of his love. He did not have to tell us: “You will do this and you will do that”, he placed love in us and love did everything.
We’ve moved forward since 2001, haven't we? And how have we moved forward? With love. We never knew what the Lord expected of us. When he spoke, it was always with words, words of love. We didn’t see them coming, we entered our interior. We were so in love with God! We were all in love with the only God.

Nobody envied anyone else. Nobody wanted someone else's role, because we had nothing. Hadn’t God told us: «My little bird brains»? God told us: «My children, you know nothing. You are at the school of love. You aren’t even in kindergarten.» He led us slowly to where we were to be, week by week and not year by year, or month by month. With each word that he pronounced, he showed us who we were: ‘children’. We had to learn how to love, and still today we still have to learn.

We want the Great Purification. We hadn’t even understood that when Jesus died on the Cross, the Great Purification was accomplished. And we are waiting for the Great Purification! We are waiting! All of us, we are waiting for love: the love that is to make of us children of love for one another.

God loves us. What did he tell us in Book 1? «I love you.» In one sentence, we could find the word love two, three, four times! In the following sentence, again more love! So much so that at the beginning: 'Ah! There is so much ‘love’!' Words that always came back: ‘love and love’. That’s because we didn’t know how to read: our heart didn’t know how to read. Our head, yes, oh yes! Our intelligence, oh yes! So much so that we said to ourselves: ‘What is this, he’s always repeating’; well yes, our heart that was void of love analyzed, our thoughts that were void of love calculated the time, and our words: our words didn’t understand the words of God.

“A single 'I love you'- he said- would fulfil you for all of eternity if you only understood it”. One 'I love you'! Why? Because it is unconditional. It isn’t an 'I love you' like the one we say: 'I love you, Jesus.' It is said with what we are: children who have not benefited from the Great Purification of the soul and of the flesh on the Cross. Today, we are seeking; today, we are poor, poor of heart, poor in spirit: we fear for tomorrow. When we meet someone who does not think like us, who does not react like us, we ask ourselves, 'Is it right?'  

The Lord asks us to love ourselves. He gave each of us a place. He told us: «I will use each one of you so that all the others will live what I will teach you: how to love, how to discover my love, how to immerse yourselves in my love, how to remain in my love, how to love my Father, how to benefit from the graces of the Holy Spirit, how to be like Mary.»

What the Lord has been doing since 2001, he has always been doing.’ Love’: we are hearing it, and yet we were hearing it before; but now, we have gathered together and we’ve placed all our hearts in one single Heart: the Heart of Mary. Because when we went to Chertsey, to Mary, the Queen of Hearts, she asked us: «Place in your heart all the hearts of my children,» and we did so. Do you remember? And then she said, «Now, come closer”, we came closer. Each in turn, we gave her our heart filled with the hearts of all the children: we had just entered into the Refuge, the Refuge of Love. The Refuge of  Love: she is the Only one that could bring us to the Refuge which is that of Jesus. 

There is but one Refuge, it is Jesus, but she, she is the Door. We hadn’t understood anything. Mary is the Refuge of  Love, the Refuge of Jesus. He holds her deeply in himself and he asks us to be like his Mother: an unconditional love. Mary is an unconditional love for her Son. God the Father, God the Holy Spirit have fulfilled her, they filled her with all graces. When we go towards Mary, we go towards our peace, our joy, and we go towards our love. She is the Queen: she is the Queen of hearts.

Ourselves, we have built an exterior world. We built refuges. God was speaking to us of a refuge of unconditional love. Our exterior refuges are conditional. When he asked me to build a refuge, he wanted to teach me. I was still the instrument: the hammer, the nails, the saw, the plank of wood, the plaster, in order to learn: to learn who is the Master, who is the Potter.  I entered into this refuge and, together, with my friends – and you know them – we sang as we built: we were building our heart, we were building a refuge with patience, with perseverance, with joy, with the yes to the Love. He would say: «I am not looking at what you are doing, I am looking at you», and the refuge was being built.

And one day, he told me: «You will build an attic.» Yes! I built a third floor, and the one about which he was speaking was filled, already, with children of God. He told me: «It’s ready now.» It was springtime and as for us, we hadn’t understood, we thought that it was exterior. There, he was preparing me, preparing me to live what I was to live. It was time. I hadn’t understood: I hadn’t understood what he was asking of me.

 But it wasn’t for me to understand ; and yet he was forewarning me. Such is God. He forewarns me: he forewarns the pencil, the guitar, the paint brush, but he never says what he is going to do. He doesn’t say : “I will paint with you”, he doesn’t say: “I will write a book”; he says nothing, but he forewarns me: always with the aim of my surrendering, always with the aim of my surrendering, and again and again surrendering: «I give you graces of surrender. Give of yourself.»  

He asks me for my yes and I give it to him without knowing. It is not for me to know, I give it to him. But I know one thing: that in the very depths of my being, the refuge is filling up, my attic is filling up with love for my brothers and my sisters: everything for them. At the same time, in the attic there are cobwebs: that is my life and that is the life of all my brothers and sisters. That’s what I have filled my life with. Everything that I have filled myself with made of me someone who is fearful, someone who hesitates, someone who questions herself. And he does not remove the cobwebs, no, because it shows me: it shows me that I am fragile, that I am a being who has love, but not unconditional, not yet!

I often ask myself: "Lord, would I have instructed my brothers and sisters while forgetting to surrender?" It comes back again: "Oh! Lord, what if I were to say something that I must not, stop me, please!" I beg him, I beg him. And he says: «Surrender, give of yourself.» So I beg him: "Stop me, stop me!"  And Mother Mary gives me graces: «Surrender, give of yourself, you belong to my Son.» But always those cobwebs! He doesn’t remove them from me and he doesn’t remove them from my brothers and my sisters also because we are in the same refuge: we are all together in the attic.

 (Volunteers: He doesn’t remove them from us?) 

No, it keeps us in our place. God is love, God is filled with compassion for us and he wants us to have some for our brothers and our sisters. He shows us the way and he tells us to move on forward.

When I encountered this illness, this abnormality, as he said: «You have an abnormality», I understood that this abnormality was what I had allowed to enter inside of me: what I had allowed to enter inside of me had annoyed my life. Since I had conditional love, what entered inside of me annoyed me, made me suffer: what made me suffer made me ill. I was lacking unconditional love.

What we are, we are because of our own choices. God had placed unconditional love within us, but we have not known how to keep it. We have replaced unconditional love with a conditional love, so everything that was within us turned against us. Our refuge included shortcomings, abnormalities. What shouldn’t have been in us entered inside of us and stayed within us, and today we struggle with that.

Yes, it is true that the exterior food that enters inside of us and which is infected by men makes us ill, but why? If I had unconditional love, that wouldn’t have been able to reach me; but because I have conditional love, that which is conditional on the exterior, conditional to money, to power, has made itself an ally within me: what was foreign to who I am accepted what was foreign. And my body: my body is made for love, it is not made for something that is foreign to love. I am created with the love of God and the love of God is unconditional. But I worked on earth with a conditional love, so that what was foreign to me : a conditional love, accepted what was conditional on the exterior, and that played against my life, against my life.

It is this abnormality that Jesus said I had within myself, and Jesus said: «It is I who has cancer.» Why? Because Jesus took everything. When Jesus died on the Cross, he took my life and lived it. He did not accept to take sin as being something that is permissible, he accepted my life with all that it was comprised of. He purified it, he loved it: he loved me unconditionally. He made of me a being of love and I felt it in my flesh.

He was speaking to me - God allowed me to hear him -, yes, it is true that I witnessed that when I was in pain, that they calculated on a scale from 1 to 10 and that I admitted that it was a '10', I was really in pain, really in pain, and then, he would speak to me about love: speak to me about love, and the more he spoke to me about love and the more I was discovering love. It was having something come out of me: what was conditional, it was having that come out!

Do you remember when you read in what had been written: the trials, the darkness, the fear? The darkness that penetrates our life: all that is conditional, all that is not love, it wanted to tear away my life, it wanted to remove what was in me. Everything was dark, so dark! But it wasn’t so much the darkness as that void! Everywhere, it was void. There was nothing that could keep me company, it was a total void, and Jesus would say: «Do you love me » And, I would say yes. I would say yes because I loved. I loved Jesus and I loved: I loved the whole world, I loved all those God had created. I could feel them, it was my strength. Yes, I had strength. 

Every trial was so. The words I heard, the blasphemies I heard, the abasements: death’s hatred, I heard it against me. It lashed at me, I was in pain: oh I was in pain, yet I wanted to move forward for God. But, I was unable to because I was hurting too much, and when Jesus would tell me: «I love you, do you love me?» Ah! This strength: this strength, I felt it.

And yes, I moved on forward, I moved on forward. I moved on forward towards what? Towards love: towards unconditional love. It’s towards this that I was advancing. All those razor blades, I had to go through them; that fire, I had to advance: these were the conditions that I had allowed to enter inside of me. I had allowed everything that destroys life to enter inside of me.

We do not realize it, but we do the opposite of what we should do for our life. And God, God, always his 'I love you', this strength: this unconditional love that he had placed within us and that we have not preferred. We preferred conditional love, a small love. We didn’t know up to where this was to lead us: to living a life on earth with what doesn’t belong to us. Our life belongs to God, it doesn’t belong to something that conditions us to be against life, and this what we did, (this is) what God showed me.  

God asks me to be true and I cannot be true if I am not totally what God wants me to be. Every day I learn: I learn when God uses me so that his  words can be on paper. God uses me when I learn to take care of my life with a certain type of nutrition. God uses me when I accept that others help me, when I go to consult people who can help me to improve on what I am taking or to avoid what I should not be taking. Yes, God places people on my path: he shows me that I am not alone: everyone has his place.

God also shows me, with my friends, my brothers, my sisters, to be in the works of God: nothing belongs to us. But, to be in the works of God requires patience, it requires perseverance. For when we are preparing food, when we are building, these are God’s works, they do not belong to us: nothing belongs to us.

God wants us to be true in what we are. When we hope for something other than eternal life, we enter into a conditional love, because we hope to not feel pain, we hope to live sheltered from bombs, sheltered from the chip, sheltered from the power of the world: it’s our own hope that is an obstacle to true hope. An eternal life with an unconditional love: that is what we are to live.

When we profess to having faith, we must have faith that God is capable of everything; not a faith that regulates the life of one and the other. For if we have faith in ourselves, in our judgment, in our words, we will believe that we possess the truth. God will always show us the right way and he will put us to the trial of love so that we will trust only in him, so that we will give ourselves only to him.

When we do what we have to do and that we do it well, with love, it is ourselves: it is ourselves who enter into Jesus. Our faith that Jesus does everything is so great that we have the impression that the mountains are moving, that those mountains belong only to God.  We don’t need : we don’t need to say 'do this, do that', God uses his instrument in order to help others.

God is so. He puts in our mouth the words of love. We can recognize these words when they are filled with gentleness, when they are filled with love for the being that we are, for when we are at peace, in joy and in love, it’s easy to move on forward. Even if there is an earthquake, even if there is a flood, even if there is war: ‘We know Jesus that you are there’.

 To lose my life is to gain it. What should I be afraid of? That I be insulted? If evil things are said about me, Jesus loves me; so, I hear nothing but the 'I love you' of Jesus: that surpasses everything. If they stop me, I stop and I say to Jesus: "How I love you!" I immerse myself into his ocean of love,  his Presence. And, I continue on the path on which he wants me to be, not on the path on which I want to be, on the path of Jesus.

When my cancer made me know something other than what I was living, for some, the Girl of My Will in Jesus had come to a halt; but, for the Girl of My Will in Jesus, everything was continuing, everything was there. There was no halt, it was the Will of God, it was the love of the Father, it was the power of the Holy Spirit, and these moments were nothing other than moments of love. The work belongs only to God: we are the work of God, we are all the work of God, and he is its Master. Nothing is ours, everything is for God.

I speak not only for the instrument who is but a 'repeater' – well, I say... what I am saying is not pejorative, not now at this instant, because I feel this joy: it flows, it flows in me – this word I accept because it is so gentle, it comes from God. But I speak also about the child that I am, Francine, the one who rises every morning, who makes her bed, who has breakfast, who does what she has to do even if, during the night, marvelous things happened. Francine, she also lives and she accepts: she accepts to be what she is.

I accept to love who I am. I accept all that is happening and, every day, I still manage to put unconditional love in my life: every day. What I learned today, I put it into practice for tomorrow. What I will do tomorrow, that belongs only to God, and that is for Francine also. God does not separate the instrument from the being that I am, just like a priest, just like a mother, just like a painter, a mechanic, just like the people who are volunteers: every volunteer is an instrument of God.

You are instruments of God just as I am an instrument of God. In the eyes of God, I have no more importance than you, it is just simply different. To hear God and to be a person who will go and deliver ( to those who want to hear on CD’s)  what God says, is there a difference? There is a difference for certain people who say: 'Ah, well no, we wouldn’t have them (God’s words)'. Well yes we would have them, because if it’s not me, it will be another; so, we are all important.

 There is nobody on earth who is not important in the eyes of God. What I am, I am because of my brothers and my sisters. What you are, you are because of your brothers and your sisters: we are part of the picture, we are part of the book; everybody is equal: everyone has his place. If (for my part), he wants to take the pencil and if God wants to take you for the delivery, you have your place like I have my place. If Pierrette is the instrument for the word (over the phone) for her neighbour, she must do it because her brothers and her sisters rely on her. What she does counts for all the children of the world, it is also important. Her place is there, she is part of the book.
Everyone has his place, but we must not take a place and then crush the place of another. That is what God asks us: if you feel pressure, you have an abnormality; if you feel that you are pushed, you have an abnormality; you accept something that is conditional in your conditional life, because you are not unconditionally love. God protects us against ourselves. If we were unconditional love, do you believe that God would have need of a pencil and of people to deliver? We would know everything, we would have everything.

You are showing me the picture of a heart. This picture belongs to the Lord. A person is chosen to do what God is asking and that person must do it, but God will not crush another person so that this person can do what God is asking him or her: everyone has his or her place.

 Everything is in our heart. When you were chosen, did God choose you, let’s say, in two thousand something, or even before you were in this world,  why? Because you have a measure, a measure of love.

Each one of us has a measure of love, and God has already placed each person there where he or she is to be, and in each person there is this measure, and it is this measure that guides us. If this measure is the real measure of what we are, we will feel it, through what? Peace, joy and that love that makes us move forward, and we know it: 'Oops! I am within my measure!'  But if I lose my peace, my love, I don’t have this joy of living, therefore my measure is not respected, and others do not respect my measure.

And who does not respect my measure? Satan. Satan uses our abnormality to put our conditional being according to his own measure. As for his measure, he steals it. He has no measure because he is void, but he uses a person’s measure and makes of it his own measure: "Go and ask him. Look, this comes from God, go ahead." He knows how to serve himself.

Humility comes from Mary because God has placed in Mary every grace. God is Humility, but he has placed in Mary the grace to live humility and to give it to us. We must be humble so as to be protected against our cobwebs. If we lack humility, we will entangle ourselves in our cobwebs and be prisoners in our cobwebs, and there we will be afraid: afraid to be mistaken, afraid of hurting ourselves, afraid of making our neighbour suffer.  But when we are with Mary, we have our cobwebs: we know, we know that we can make our neighbour suffer, we know that we can put our ego ahead of God. We know all that, but we pray, we pray. We pray the Virgin Mary to give us graces so that we will not forget who we are: fragile beings.

Satan promised himself to destroy us, and he cannot destroy us if we remain in our place; but if we do not remain in our place, he uses our brothers and our sisters against us to dislodge us. We must maintain ourselves there where we are. One day, there will no longer be cobwebs.

This is what the Lord showed me in the refuges. I had to build this attic that I find today, not heavy, but that I must accept. I must accept to having climbed there where I was to see my fragility and love it, accept it. Because when I accept and I love: I love my cross, I embrace it, and I am therefore in my refuge, I am stronger. You must be strong; you must be a refuge for your brothers and your sisters: maintain your place, love, love without condition. God gave you a place and you have to keep it.

One day, a priest said: "Do not take the first place when you are invited, because you could be asked to change place and to go to the last place. But I will tell you something." He said: "Remain in your place on earth, because there where God has placed you, you must be proud of your place. And show the others who want to dislodge you that: “No, I have my place and I am proud of what God asked me and I will not do anything more, but I will not do anything less." 

You, you have your own place and I, I must help you to keep your place, so I will pray for you. I will pray Mother Mary, the humble Mary, to give me graces, and I will share them with you. Because what the Virgin Mary will give me, will be for all my brothers and my sisters of the entire world. For I cannot ask for graces only for myself, I am a refuge, and I welcome all the children of God. Because my heart is a welcoming heart, I love my brothers and my sisters unconditionally.

Jesus: What the Lord gives you, my children, he gives to all his children. I am with you. I give you graces. I give you graces of love so that you can move forward on the path that I am showing you. Fear not, my children, I AM is with you. May the graces of my Father flood you with peace, may the graces of the Son show you that the graces of peace give you joy, may the graces of the Holy Spirit enlighten you about what you are: beings of peace who have the joy of living in God.

Always remain in me, your Refuge, by passing through the Refuge of my Mother. Be true there where you are, for I am building your refuges. You have built a world without love, I am building a world of love by making of your heart a refuge of love. This world is suffering and you, you are in love with the Cross. To suffer out of love, my children, is to give your life out of love so that all can be a refuge of love ready to welcome everyone.

When the Great Purification of the flesh will come, Oh! my children, how the refuges will be beautiful! They will accept everything, they will see everything in the light of God. Prepare the hearts; I, the Son of God, I am coming. Always be, there where you are. My instruments of love, I will have love sing in your hearts, and your love will emit sounds that will attract all children into their refuge. By the power of the Holy Spirit, all will live the purification that is accomplished.

I love you, my children. In all things remain faithful to me so that all the children of my Father be united in a single love: the unconditional love of my Father. Everything for his greater Glory. Now, my children, make your sign of the cross, God is blessing you…. Amen.

All present: Thank you, Lord.