The Action of God in the Girl of My Will in Jesus 
Pray, pray, I ask this of you 

2013-10-13

The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: The Lord asks for surrender: abandon yourselves, obedience. Why, Lord? We tend to say: ‘Why must I do this?’ When the Lord told his apostles: «Prepare yourselves, everything is happening. My Father's Kingdom is coming, prepare yourselves,» they prepared themselves immediately. Never did the Lord say: ‘Well, maybe it won’t be for your time,’ never did he say that. «Prepare yourselves.» So, they prepared themselves.

There was a reason for this. Adam and Eve disobeyed. Why is it that he told us in Banneux: «You said no just like your first parents said no,» meaning to say ‘you chose other than me.’ How can that be, we weren’t even there? That’s false, we were there. We are children of the Divine Will. It is very well explained in Book 5, word for word, how we lived that in God. We were in communication with Eve, with all of her gestures, her words, her actions. And Adam also, we were in communication with Adam, who was in communication with Eve who was also losing her communication. That is why, as we were in the very presence of our first parents, how can we not think that we were in the presence of the apostles when they received this teaching from the Lord: «Prepare yourselves?»

It’s always been this way. When God gave the commandments to Moses, everything was for us a presence, a presence that was so powerful, a presence so filled with love that everything about Moses was aglow with light. But what is it that illumined Moses when it is said: ‘he was so bright that he wore a veil?’ What made him aglow with light? God's love for us: the unconditional love of God reflected itself on Moses. Moses was illumined by the love of God.

How God loves us! Therefore, he was preparing us to receive his Son:  he was preparing us to see his unconditional love. When the apostles saw the Son, what did they see? The unconditional love of the Father for them. And we can read about it, we can live it, we can savour it. It is the unconditional love of God the Father for us: a love that penetrates us, a love that teaches us to desire this love, to enter into this love, to want this love, to get to know it. We knew it, we lost it.

It was necessary, it was necessary that we have the desire to know unconditional love. If we don’t have the desire of knowing something, it’s because we don’t know about it or we don’t know how to approach it. Can we long for a Spanish dish mixed in with Portuguese, mixed in with Polish, mixed in with Canadian? 'I’ve never heard of such a dish. It exists? I don’t even want any.' But we can desire chocolate. In every language, we can desire something sweet, we can desire good baked potatoes. Why? Because these dishes are familiar to us. Therefore, in order to desire the unconditional love that we had lost, it was necessary for somebody to tell us that such love exists, that he shows us this love.

So God the Father was the first to show himself: he showed himself to Moses. After that, God the Father didn’t simply stop, slowly he had us savour this good meal that was to come. He gave us all the facets with which to love this meal, how to love approaching this unconditional love that was to be his Son: a love with which we can sleep, eat, rest, pray, a love so strong that we cannot want to be separated from it. So, he gave us his Son, his unconditional love: we saw him, we tasted him, we ate him, we sleep with him, we rest with him, we walk, we work with him.

Jesus comes to tell us: «You will know a love, an unconditional love.» Jesus told us: «Prepare yourselves, you are going to live in the Kingdom of God.» What is it like to live in the Kingdom of God? «You will know unconditional love.» And that is what the Lord is preparing us for, and what had been prepared since the Lord said to someone for the first time: «Prepare yourselves.» It’s for us, it’s for the children of the earth.

God the Father had prepared the hearts. God the Father had given a taste of this unconditional love in order to give us this desire. Oh! How they wished to know the Messiah! They desired him, they wanted him, they waited for him, they prepared themselves. Yes, they stopped hoping; yes, it is true, they went towards idols; yes, it is true, they went towards impurity; yes, it is true, they preferred the spirit of the world to the detriment of their heart, because their heart belonged to God: the people of God belonged to God. But the Other One is very much after the children of God. Satan does not want us to love unconditionally. Oh no!

He will do everything so we won’t love unconditionally. He has succeeded, hasn’t he? If we look around us, we’re under the impression that Satan has really succeeded. Who on earth loves unconditionally? Who is ready to love unconditionally? Besides Mary, who? There is always someone who loves, but: 'if, in case, maybe, I don't know, it's hard, I just can’t, I'm afraid, if it were true, I doubt it.' All that is the opposite of unconditional love.

So God is asking us to do what he asked his apostles: «Prepare, prepare yourselves; love; do what you must do; be simple; do not make mountains out of a grain of salt, but look at the grain of salt: love it, take it with you, always be ready to use it in the way you behave, look, listen, speak, act; put some on your plate, it will always give flavour to everything that you will do, everything that you will say. Nothing will be bland in your life, everything will have a taste of Heaven.» Because we will be humble and little in all that we do, we won’t have to believe in anyone else but ourselves before God. We will say: ‘How can I accomplish my day?’ Well, your day will be as God wants it. It will be powerful. It will be so powerful that a single day will transform a thousand years that were not as God wanted them (to be).
 
Let's not forget that we have been of this world for millions and millions and millions and millions of years. God did not create the universe in one day; those are our human calculations. God deployed his unconditional love, and he has no limits. When God had in his mind to create, he deployed his love. It’s as if he had opened all of his interior, and then had said: «Look at me.» All that there was within God began to find a place there where God wanted it, and once in that place, well, started to relish in this unconditional love: eternity was taking its place in all that was to exist for God. Therefore, no time, no limits, nothing could stop the flavour of God.  

Everything was immersing itself in God, everything 'was immersing itself' in God. What was making itself be tasted wanted to come out in order to allow what had not yet entered to taste, so as to invite it so that everything could be accomplished. The universe was being created. And beyond the universe where we humans cannot go, everything was being created. There are no limits in God. There is so much savour, so much power! An unconditional love, a love that has no ceiling, no wall, no floor, it is such a powerful love. And he placed us in this universe, in this time, and we must prepare ourselves. Let us not limit ourselves to one year. Let us not limit ourselves to ten years, to a thousand years. "Lord, do not limit us. Make of us children of God, unconditional children."

It’s not for us to know the time, because if God gave us a time: 'Prepare yourselves, tomorrow, this is what will happen at this hour, this second', then my life would be limited to one time; I would condition my love to live one moment in eternity. God is not like that. God will not limit us. Why? Because I would be living that as if I were ridding myself of who I am. If I am the being whom God has wanted me to be, well, I must live it as he has created it. He created the universe with millions and millions and millions of times of love. This love that deploys itself and lets itself be seen, and lets itself be taken, and lets itself be loved, that gives, that receives unceasingly, well, that is my being.

My being is in communion with the entire universe that was created, therefore my love depends and will always depend on the unconditional love of God, and that tastes the unconditional love of all that he has created, so then my love and your love, your love and my love: unconditional is the being that we are for one another. That is not limited only to us. If everything is unconditional love, every act is unconditional love, therefore, God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit love us with a love so great that their Being created who we are. God has made everything in the image of God and in the resemblance of God which is ourselves, so that we can recognize him through all that he has created.

What we are hearing is the power of the Holy Spirit because he wants us to love. He wants us to love what he created before loving what we create with what he created. We can love a pie, we create that pie with what belongs to God. We can love our house, we create that house with the materials that God gave us, that he created. But what is that flavour? We must explore that flavour. From whom does it come? It comes from God and it comes from all those who have loved God and who have used what God has wanted to give them.

All that we are, we must get to know. Do we know ourselves? We know but the surface of ourselves. I am a part of your life, you are a part of my life; my acts of life are your acts of life, your acts of life are my acts of life. And yet, I appreciate my couch: I have trouble appreciating my neighbour.

If we look at the premier of a country, Syria, he is my brother, he is my flesh. His acts of life have nourished my acts of life just as my acts of life have nourished his acts of life. Did I love him? Did I learn to cradle myself with his acts of life that God has purified? No, I learned to watch television, the news; I learned to fear these acts; I learned to judge these acts of life. That is what I have done with my own flesh, with my conditional love.

Since Jesus came here on earth, I have seen the unconditional love of God the Father. God the Father has loved us. Yes, it is true that we have a conditional love; that is why, moreover, that Jesus came to die on the Cross. He is asking us to prepare. We are here, or elsewhere. Therefore what is our mission? What does God expect of us? To love, to love unconditionally. There is nothing else but this: to love unconditionally. Nothing can be as powerful as that love, nothing. I can find it through my gestures: by building my house, I can do it. When Jesus asked: «Go and may that little refuge be mine,» we built it together with many people. There, he was speaking to us about love, he was speaking to us through our tiredness, he was speaking to us through what we were: conditional. We did not immediately understand what he was asking of us, but we were learning.

We were doing once more what God had done with his apostles. When Jesus came and walked with his apostles, every day he spoke to them about the Kingdom of His Father, every day!  He was founding his Church. And how did he do this? He went fishing with them; he even helped some widows; he stopped, he went into the fields; he worked like a farmer; he walked; he entered the synagogues just like the priests, as we who go to mass every Sunday, during the week; he went to visit the sick, just as we go to the hospital, we ourselves are sometimes sick or we go to visit others who are; he went to visit the elderly. He had a life just like us. He built, he built even during the times of his teaching. He did what he showed us: «Love, and, you also love, you also love. Your life must be made of love, your life must be what my Life is: everything for my Father – this unconditional love.»

Why did he gather us together? It is true, we are together and are sort of reunited. And yet, he sent me a little all over. I didn’t go around the world, I went to a few countries and we relived exactly the same as we live here, to tell ourselves: «Everywhere you will go, do as I did: love unconditionally, stay together. I will teach you, I will teach you to leave behind the spirit of the world.» That is what he did when he came on earth with his apostles: he slowly taught them to leave behind the spirit of the world.

Do you think that the apostles wouldn’t take short breaks and get caught up in a frenzy: forward, backward, gotta go forward, gotta go backward, I don't know where I am anymore? And the women also, chatting away, chatting away uselessly, and he would bring them back on track. Besides, we have the proof with Martha and Mary, eh? «Martha, Mary has the best place, she stops being agitated for nothing and she listens to me.» Martha was a very fine person. We are all sisters together, but we fret about things, we’re always worried, and God the Son: «Ah! Calm down, calm down, I will teach you.» We are still at that point.  We are still worried. What is going to happen? Why are we here? What will I do tomorrow?

Have you looked at what there is around you these days? Hearts are more and more filled with misery, spirits are more and more troubled. What we hear misleads us; we are deceived from every side and we are deceived into listening to those who deceive us. Our gestures, what are we doing with our acts of life? A cry can be heard all over the world: is there anybody who is just, anybody who is true, anybody who takes care of the poor? Our Pope Francis is accused of being a false pope. What is this falsehood if not that we ourselves are dragging something, for when we are afraid, it is that we have sinned against  unconditional love and we see it before us.

You know, we won’t put the Church on trial, but we all know that there were popes, cardinals, bishops, priests, deacons, religious, mothers, fathers, children, who have not loved unconditionally, who caused their brothers, their sisters to suffer, who were against God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. Do you know why? Because we are afraid. We are afraid, what are we afraid of? We are afraid of something that doesn’t even exist.

Fear does not exist. It’s something that wants to reach us in what we are not able to understand, to analyze, or to do. And what are we not able to understand, to analyze and do with what we are? What is unknown to us. What is unknown to us is sin. When we lie, we aren’t able to penetrate this lie, because if we penetrated it we would recoil right away, because the sin would drag us into the depths of the abyss. Therefore, we do not know it, we keep it on the surface; so, we permit ourselves to frolic with the lie.  

A lie is a spirit, an evil spirit, a fallen angel. Does sin, by itself, exist? Is a lie something with which I can eat, sleep, have a conversation, dress myself, that gives me warmth? But no, nothing of all that.

Theft is something that I take and that doesn’t belong to me. But that is against God: everything belongs to everybody. My house belongs to God, therefore if someone steals my house, what then is the sin of theft? It exists for the one who doesn’t want his house to belong to another. I don't want my jewel to be yours, it’s mine, it’s around my neck. To whom does this neck belong? To God, He created it. To whom does the jewel belong? To God. Every stone on the earth, it is not I who created it, it is God. Therefore, there is a theft because I consent to not lending, sharing what is God's; therefore, I take for my own what is God's and I make it my business. I therefore take advantage of what is against me. That means that God has given us everything freely, but we do not give freely. Everything is but lies, everything is but errors, everything is veiled.

Laziness in prayer, why do we experience that? Prayer comes from Heaven, it is given to us and, ourselves, we don't want to take it, or when we do have it, we find it burdensome: ‘oh, it's boring.' And yet, God gave us the grace to talk to him, but I don’t want it: 'it's long, it’s boring.' What does that? It’s a spirit. It steals what belongs to God, it steals my trust that belongs to God. I must pray, I must love, I must sleep with prayer: it’s love, it’s sharing. When I don’t go to pray: a lie. Who stole this need in you? Who took in you what belonged to you? A spirit, the fallen angels.

Anger, 'anger': I cry out, I hit, I kill. These acts are against the love that I am, these acts do not bring me that to which I have a right:  I have a right to love, the right to give just as I have the right to receive. When I get angry, I get angry at myself, but I also get angry at my neighbour. What is this anger? From where does this anger come if not that this anger does not exist? Anger does not exist!  Anger is a noise that comes from nowhere, but I hear it because it comes out of me. But what comes to cry out in me? My sufferings. Where do my sufferings come from? My sufferings come from the fact that I did not accept prayer. But who robbed me from what was in me? Impure spirits. Therefore, anger is but a lie. All this cheats me.

Envy, envy! What is envy? To desire what? Is envy obtaining what I already have? Everything  is mine because God gave me everything!  Everything belongs to God and God gave me everything! Why do I envy what belongs to me? I envy because my neighbour has something, and I don't have it? 'But haven’t you understood that he benefits from it so as to give you some?' What he has, well, who benefits from this in the first place? It’s me, it’s you, because when he polishes his nice car out of love for his car, well, I feel in my interior that I love him. I love him because I do love his car. 'He is lucky, he has a nice car.' Who is polishing the car? It's him. He is polishing what I love, what I would like to have. I go around, I go around what I love:  'Yes, I would like to have a nice car. I would also like to have holidays, everything.'

This is a lie, it's not true. He's the one who is right.  There are times when God gratified him with something that I must appreciate through him. Should we envy our Pope for being the first in the Church on earth? But no, I love him!  We all love him. That is unconditional love. Well, I must have that unconditional love when dealing with all those who have more than me. But the impure spirits do not want that. They make me believe that I am envious and I fall into the trap. Envy does not exist. Envy is something that does not belong to us, it’s something that makes me suffer. It’s a lie, it is vanity, it is pride.

Pride does not exist. Pride is an illusion. It deceives our eye. We are made to see love, beauty, colours, light: we are made for that. But when we can’t see any further than our iris, it's that we are looking at ourselves, we are before our own mirror. We turn all outer beauty towards ourselves and since it is so close to us, we don’t see it. We are proud of who we are, we are proud of our own suffering from our being blind, so we cheat ourselves, we suffer. This is a lie, suffering exists only if I want to suffer; suffering is there only if I enter into suffering.

All is love, but we love so much! We so much want to love, we so much want to love that we abuse the love that we would like to have, but do not have. When I want a dress, while I already have three, I am abusing: I am abusing the love I give myself, I am abusing the love that others can give me. It is always an abuse. Whether it be in food, whether it be in nutrition, whether it be in comfort, whether it be everything, everything becomes gluttony.

Gluttony becomes what makes me suffer. It becomes envy, sloth, anger; it becomes what is against me. Gluttony: I want too much, I want too much for what I am able to understand. What am I able to understand: that I have all the sins of the world? Yes. It thus means that I have all the impure spirits around me. All the impure spirits blind me, make me deaf, make me suffer and I accept that. It is true that we have to refuse.

We have a good life, but we aren’t able to appreciate it. God gave us everything: his unconditional love, and I lay down my conditions. The world is such. That’s why I'm not able to love unconditionally he who makes my brothers and sisters in Syria suffer. I wasn’t able to love him as he should have been loved because I have all the sins of the world around me. I have to learn, I have to learn to discover them, not love them, discover them, to become love so that I can become familiar with who I am: to be a child of God. That is how I will learn to refuse the tempters. They succeeded in making us experience suffering, they succeeded in placing in us the seven capital sins.

The Lord wants us to help everybody, because if I want to become familiar with the child of God that I am interiorly, I will have to love everyone, all the children of the world unconditionally, 'unconditionally'.

Do you remember what Mother Mary said at Fatima? She told us to pray, to make sacrifices. She also said to love. She said: «May my heart be loved.» She asked that the entire world be consecrated to her Immaculate Heart so that communism would not spread its errors throughout the entire world. Everywhere, everywhere, the spirit of communism can be found, even in our own homes. We are all separated from one another. Oh yes, we all live in common, we all share something: our sins!  Everybody shares their sins: we are in solidarity with one another.

Mother Mary is the only one who is not afraid, she is the only one, Mother Mary, who has an unconditional love. That is why she asked: «Consecrate the whole world to my Immaculate Heart. Great events will happen. Wars will continue if you do not pray. If the world does not convert, if the world does not love my Son, the world will suffer. There is great suffering all over the world.»

God is speaking to teach us so that we can understand that the events that we are living have opened the doors to us. We are facing choices. Will I choose the unconditional love of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit or will I continue experiencing a conditional love where everything will only be for humans, where everything will depend only on humans?

If your heart is open to the spirit of the world, wars will continue, illnesses will multiply. Everywhere in the world, there will be children who will know the darkness of sin: fear will sneak its way into families and families will be divided more and more. Small children will be dry of heart, flighty of spirit, their hands will close around what does not belong to them. There will be great turmoil everywhere in the world because it will not have been believed that Mary was the One who was to protect the children of the world. Many illnesses will develop to the point of seeing one third of the planet disappear because Heaven will not have been listened to.

Heaven will allow Satan do his work. Satan has wanted evil for all the children of God and the children of God have tasted this evil, and today the children of God desire this evil, want to penetrate this evil, want to taste this evil which had incontinences develop, allowing the evil of Satan to flow on those who do not believe in God. What the Lord is having us know, is what we are living in these days, and it will multiply itself from day to day.

The homes that will keep the presence of the Virgin Mary, these homes will be blessed by Heaven. Those with blessed objects will have to give themselves to Mary in order to be protected against themselves, because fear will continue its work in their heart, for they have done evil acts of life. But the Mother of God watches over them. There will be sufferings and God knows the children who will experience these sufferings. The Mother of Jesus, our Holy Mother, Mary of the Holy Rosary, has asked each one to pray in order to allow what will nourish the hardest of hearts to penetrate their own heart. Every act of life: thought, gaze, listening, speaking, feeling, and action will have to be offered to Mary so that she can be Queen of the home.

God had refuges be built. Your refuges are ready to inhabit, for being in an unconditional love for all the children of the world. Invite those who do evil so as to give them love, so that they can learn to recognize that it is in one’s neighbour that are found the riches of the world. The conversion of the world to the Immaculate Heart of Mary will be accomplished by the children of the yes to the Love. All will have to give of themselves out of love for all the children of the world, and the whole earth will be transformed. The Mother of God asks us to pray every day.

The 'Hail Mary': «To whoever does not pray, who does not know how to recite a decade of the rosary, seeing therein but repetition,» she says: «My children, tell them to pray one 'Hail Mary' per day. I will protect them.» To whoever will say no, the Mother of God says: «Take him in your heart, protect him from himself.»

May the love of God the Father, of God the Son, of God the Holy Spirit cover you my children. Amen.