Gathering of Love With God's Action in Plantagenet, Ontario,
Through His Instrument, The Girl of My Will in Jesus

 2011-12-10 – Afternoon Part 2

The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: Listen to these words: The one who pierced Jesus’ Heart with his spear, did the Heart of Jesus open in that moment? What flowed from the Heart of Jesus? That Blood saved Longinus. Afterwards, he became so filled with love for his God that he was ready to give up his life for the cause of Jesus’ death. He now knew that God had shed his Blood for all the children of the world: “Truly this man was the Saviour, the Son of God.”

And so, will it be any different for us? What joy, what joy to turn to our brothers and to our sisters to take everything, to take everything upon ourselves! If you were in a railway car with hundreds of children, and that car was headed towards a precipice with the aim of killing everybody, what would you do? You would try to save them! Would you head for the door leading to the breaks at the risk of being killed yourself at any moment?

That’s what God is asking us to do. Are we going to stop and focus on one source of suffering? Are we going to stop because people are talking about us? Imagine, imagine that you’re at the very end of your life, along with all God's children, and that there's only a little time left to save them from eternal death: they have to say yes to Jesus; they must save their souls; they must answer yes to The Love – their eternity depends on this. Yes, it’s easy to say yes at that moment, isn't it? But imagine that you’re in that railway car right now: the train has been travelling for hours and hours in the cold; it’s ten degrees below zero and you only have a shirt on your back; you are all crammed into that car after they took your shoes and socks away; you were only given something to cover your shoulders; and you look at them: they’re cold and they’re trembling.

You know that those children, who have lived their whole lives with indifference towards God, will be presented to God. There's little time left for them to know God; there's little time left before the first judgment arrives. You know that if they die without knowing God, because of their indifference towards God, they’re going to say, “No, God.” What are you going to do? Cry along with them? Cry out with them? Are you going to stay at the back of the car, on the floor, trying to keep warm, or are you going to look at the door and say, “My God, you can do this but I can't. You can!” Live that moment while trusting in God: that’s what God is asking us to do, that’s what God is asking us to do at any cost. We don’t know when the railway car will fall into the precipice; we don’t know this because we’ve been travelling for hours. We don’t know. Are there still hours to go? We don’t know, but it can happen at any second.

Is that situation any different from today, from that instant, from that moment? What do you know regarding God's time? What do we know about the moment when we will enter within ourselves? Only what God has revealed to us. Yes, and that should be enough for us to give up our lives. Think of the children, of the elderly, think of the sick, think of those who are in prison, think of those who live in their big houses, think of the homeless wandering about on the streets, think of all those who are working at this very moment, think of those who are in other countries and are suffering because of hunger, think of all those who live as citizens of countries under dictatorship, think of all those children who are our brothers and our sisters. Yes, it’s true that we don’t know who they are. Yes, it’s true that the Lord is asking us to surrender. Do we know them? Just know that they’re like us, that they’re children who had a mother and a father, that they’re tiny little babies like we once were, and that we also have little children close to us that we can see whether they’re in shopping centres, whether they belong to friends, or whether they are our own children.

Let’s stop being indifferent! It’s our human will that has kept us indifferent towards our brothers and sisters of the whole world. When we meet our brothers and sisters from all over the world, whether it is in another province, whether it is in another country, they’re just like us! We hear mothers who want to talk to Jesus about their children, who are suffering because of a separation or divorce, because of a suicide. We hear people who ask Jesus, “What am I going to do? My child takes drugs; my child has become lost.” They beg God to give them an answer and this is happening today, and it’s happening all around the world. The questions to the Lord are always the same. We’re all the same! We have heard people asking hundreds, and hundreds, and hundreds of questions. Nicole, who is present here, can testify to this. And Jesus, Jesus has never, never said nor repeated what he said to one child to any other child. He turned his full attention to every one of them as though they were of such importance to him, of such importance that Nicole and I were – there are no words to describe it – in awe before the Lord's answers.

We are living the same thing, we have the same problems: the human will, consequence upon consequence. This will be stopped through love, and therefore, we must love. We must beg God: “Give me love, Lord, give me love.” Let’s not ask God to save us – he has already saved us. “Give me food to eat when the chip arrives” – let’s not ask him this, but rather, “Love, Lord, love.” For when the chip arrives, who’s to say that you won't say yes after you’ve been using up your supplies for months so you could eat, so you could have a little bit to eat? What's the use of storing food if you don’t store love within yourselves? God said, “I will multiply what you have,” didn’t he? Will he multiply what we have if we aren't love? Are you ready to give like the widow who gave up the little bit of flour she had left to make bread for the prophet? God says that at this very moment, if that situation were to present itself to you, few would do so, for: “You, children of rich countries, you have not experienced famine. Only love will save you.” We must love; we must ask for love: “Give me love, Lord; give me love; teach me.” Yes, we must ask God: “Teach me.” It’s easy to read the messages; it’s easy to sit here, listening to our Lord, isn't it? But when the moment to act arrives, are we certain that we will do what is asked of us?

Please stand for a few moments. You know, some of us are experiencing what it’s like to live in the refuges. Some have had to sell our houses and have moved into an apartment, and what we’re discovering is suffering. Yes, we are willing but, of course, we need Heaven's graces, we need prayer, we need Mary, because, at times, we don’t know what's going on anymore. Since the events haven’t yet all occurred, there's suffering. The sacrifices are great for some of us. To those of you who are not there, in that place where Heaven wanted a little group of us to be, it seems as though everything is joyful over there, doesn’t it? Yes, there are moments when the Lord brings us together and we are able to share with much joy, but the suffering! It’s not the fact that we’re considered a sect that is painful, oh no! It isn't being left out by our families that is the most painful either – it’s leaving everything behind, leaving behind who we used to be – and this is what we’re experiencing. 

Sometimes, we ask ourselves: “Does this really come from the Lord?” Sometimes, we ask ourselves: “Ah! My God! What if this doesn’t come from you but from the human will!” We leave our homes and we live there for three, four, five days at a time, and others for seven days, seven out of seven days. Where are our families? Our families are far away. We find ourselves among friends over there, but don’t you think that our flesh suffers because those we love are far from us? We have no telephones, but some are getting a telephone put in, and what pain this causes them! “Oh, Lord! If this is against your wishes, forgive us.” Our children are forcing us to get a telephone: “Give us a little leeway, Lord!” So much pain! And so, we work and work, and we build. The Good Lord asks us to put up one wall after another: “Lord, is this what you’re really asking us to do? Since building comes from the spirit of this world, does this really come from you, Lord?” This pain follows us everywhere and we accept it; we accept it because, all of a sudden, we hear: “Do as I ask.”

And we’re in this together, we stand together, and we go and pray over this in front of Mary. We don’t hide anything from one another; we open up to one another in front of Mary. We want to be sincere; we accept everything; we accept hardship. We’re covered in mud, but if that’s the only problem: “Ah! What joy, Lord!” But that’s not what it’s all about. What if I say something that hurts the person who is working with me? This is something we carry with us because the Lord has us feel it. And at night, we go to pray Mother Mary because we need to pray. Yes, it’s true – every night we climb up the mountain because we were invited by Jesus to enter his Mother's chapel; we receive graces there. We come out of there and we feel like singing. It prepares us for yet another difficult day because we’re thinking of someone else who is starting to build and he needs strength. Now, we know what that means; we know what it means to leave the spirit of this world: it’s to let this world judge you and it’s to accept everything, even things from those who cast us aside – our families. But that is what God wants and that’s what counts.

We reach a point when we begin to ask ourselves: “Are there still going to be refuges?” Well, we’re ready now. Oh! Most of us are ready to say: “Lord, if these refuges are destroyed by the mass that will send dust to the earth, it doesn’t matter – we will have done what you wanted!” Satan's attacks are multiplying. They come from everywhere. There we are, asking one another: “Did you sleep?” “I didn’t stop refusing all night.” This is what we say because this happens to us all the time; and when we see that it’s happening to the others as well, then we have the impression that it’s happening to everybody who is there with us. And we look at one another and we laugh. We say: “We’ll keep on going, won't we?” We’re crazy with love. We’re really crazy, you know, to leave everything behind to go over there! Some people say, “Boy! I have so much work to do at home! Why am I coming here?” We do it out of love. There's something inside us pushing us to go there. Now, we can bear witness that when we’ve been there and we go back to the city, something happens: we feel the weight of the spirit of this world on our shoulders.

After spending a few days at home, the attacks get so strong that sometimes: “Hm! I’d better go back!” And as soon as we get close, we can feel the presence of the Virgin. And then we feel like we’re finally home. Believe it or not – this is what we’re living. But life isn't always easy in the refuges! There are those who talk too much; there are those who don’t talk enough; there are those who share a room with people who snore; there are those who move things that we have put away: “Where did I put that thing?” Yes, we’re learning, we’re learning to live together. Is it worth it? "Yes (audience)". Yes! Yes, it’s worth it because the railway car is filling up. We’re not doing this for ourselves. What have we to gain for ourselves by going there? We could be doing the same thing at home! But over there, there's a sense of isolation; it’s place where you can have thoughts only for Mary. It’s impossible to explain – it has to be lived – and we’re thinking of you; we never stop thinking of you. We’re very eager for everything to happen so everyone can come and be with us, but we know, we know that this must happen through Mary.

It is Mother Mary who prepares our hearts and the moment which has been chosen belongs solely to God. What is he going to do with us? That’s up to him, but there is love, that love which we are discovering. We pray together out of love for those who are in need. We’re learning to be what God wants us to be and the Lord talks to us about love. Now he says that when everything for the refuges will have been done, something else will begin. “Really, Lord?” So we say yes, but we know that we’ll have to roll up our sleeves once more, because, at the end of autumn, he said once again, “You will not be putting your feet up in front of the wood-burning stove, my children.” And it was the Virgin Mary who told us this.

And a few days ago, the Lord began to talk about helping the poor. But how are we going to do this, Lord? We’re used to giving canned goods, more canned goods and more canned goods; so we collected non-perishable food and then, we didn’t know what to do with it! So, our friend, Pauline, she looked around for charitable organizations, and Gérald too. And so, we discuss this amongst ourselves and then, we notice that the Lord is asking us for surrender; but I think he did this for our sake. When we learned that we had to help the poor, those in need, well, this made us smile! This gave us a reason to get together over there. And then, with our human will, not knowing what the Lord expected of us, we said, “Well, this is going to give purpose to our being here.” And there was our human will flattering itself again.

We still have a lot to learn. The Lord is making us aware that we are the poorest of all because of our indifference. We’ve been indifferent towards the suffering of our brothers and our sisters. How did we react when Haiti was struck by that earthquake? How many of us got on a ship or on a plane to go over there? How many of us emptied our bank account to go over there to bring them our money? It was easier to give five, a thousand five hundred, a thousand dollars, wasn’t it? We heard from some very reliable sources that they never received that money. Well, we’re living the consequences of this. People need love, the children of God need love. He wants us to turn our full attention to them – they want to feel loved. How can we talk about God if we don’t tell them about love, about God's love? We must not evangelize them; it’s up to them to evangelize us; it’s up to them to show us what love really is. Needs come after this; love is what all of us need; we need it as much as they do.

We were all created for God and we must return to God. And in which state will we return to God? We aren't nice to look at, are we? But God is merciful. He will show us how. We are consenting to taking one more baby step. We don’t know what is in store for us over there with our canned goods, but that’s not important – we’re all together. He is sure that we won't take the value of a single pea for ourselves: it will all go to the poorest in exchange for a smile. Even if they don’t have a smile to give, just an outstretched will be enough to warm our hearts. So few of us have experienced giving firsthand to the poor, isn't that so? How shameful! We say we will, but we don’t – it’s so true: this is so shameful! And yet, we should have all experienced this, we who claim to be prayerful. Yes, we pray; yes, we trust in God; but we must take additional steps, we must turn to the poorest of all, and God will show them to us. And the poorest of all are those who believe that God doesn’t love them: “Show us, Lord, show us. We need to find this path and walk upon it.”

We are created on earth to turn to our brothers and our sisters in order to give God the fruit of our love. Our neighbour is the fruit of our love for God. This is what we must learn. If we want illnesses to end, we will need lots of love. Are you ready to live this? Not only we who are over there, at the foot of the mountain, no, no – you too, because we can't do this without you, it’s impossible. What the Lord is showing us he is showing us with so much love. Let’s trust in God. Let’s do this freely, without expecting anything for ourselves, but rather for those we love: God's children.

Satan has tried to destroy the human race. May the human race rise up before God, for it is life, and Satan is not. Do we believe in this? Wherever there is slander, let there be love; wherever there is judgment, let there be love; wherever there is jealousy, let there be love; wherever there is selfishness, let there be love; wherever there is fear, let there be freedom; wherever there are chains, let there be the fiat; wherever there is suffering, let there be the Cross; and we will conquer, with God we will conquer: evil. And this is written for eternity in the Book of Life. The Book of Life is Jesus, our only God.

Well, it’s 4:30 and you have lots of questions, don’t you? What we need to live, we will live by taking little baby steps. When the Lord spoke to us last time about this time of surrender, this time of which a few tiny fragments have yet to fall, we will live it by taking little baby steps. Jesus walked and he walked in his Father's Will, fully surrendered. Therefore, we will do the same. We aren't doing anything new – this has already been accomplished! But in order to discover what has already been accomplished, it is necessary to abandon oneself to discover what Heaven wants us to know, and God chooses all his children. And just like last time – are we the worst people on this planet? "Yes (audience)". Yes, there was a lot of pride inside us, wasn’t there? There was a lot of control inside us. Didn’t we want more than our share of material possessions? If we gather together everything we have been, well, according to you, what would the children of today say? “We know who we take after!” Therefore, let’s support our children, let’s love them. No matter what they do, let’s love our children. But don’t continue to be prisoners to your mistakes.

Who was an example to our children? We were, yes, we were; and you say: “Come on! Me, I didn’t take drugs; well, maybe just a few times. Yes, maybe I stole. Yes, maybe I turned to impurity. Yes, I dolled myself up. Yes, I committed adultery. Yes, I envied others. Yes, I loved to eat to the point of making myself sick. Yes, I thought only of decorating my house. Yes, I believed that I knew my religion. Yes, I clung to my own knowledge. Yes, I refused my neighbour’s help. Yes, I gossiped about my priest. Yes, I no longer wanted to go to Confession. Yes, I was drawn to gambling. Yes, I put the statue of the Virgin Mary in the back of the closet because it didn’t match the colours of my living room. Yes, I gave my opinion to those who were for abortion. Yes, I took myself for a judge. Yes, I turned against those who claimed to be prophets. Yes, I turned to meditation. Yes, I turned to acupuncture. Yes, I turned to all those pagan practices. Yes, I practiced the transferal of pain. Oh, without knowing it because it is possible to transfer pain to one’s neighbour, but I wasn’t the one doing this – it was the method that I was using. Yes, I believed that I was righteous before God. Yes, I accused myself of being incapable of being a good Catholic. Yes, I became discouraged many, many times. Yes, I have been unable, yet again, to say to my God, ‘Everything for you,’ as the fear of living in pain was too great. Still today, I control my pain by putting all my faith in medicine, however, I have no faith in doctors. Yes, I keep myself in a state of utter confusion. Yes, I need someone to help me.” Aren't we all like this?

Today, the Lord is showing us that we are being transformed by his graces. We’re learning to love ourselves, to forgive ourselves. We’re learning to love our neighbour, to rock the little child who is afraid, to pick up the little boy who says he has soiled his bed. We’re opening our hearts to those who feel unloved. We’re learning to deprive ourselves of clothing in order to give to our neighbour. We’re learning to have faith in graces of purity by rejecting sexual temptations. We’re slowly learning to be reborn to the Church, like the first Christians who gave their lives to God. Slowly, we’re accepting to become martyrs; slowly, slowly, while saying to Jesus: “Not too fast, Jesus, not too fast; you know I am weak.”

We know that God takes care of each one of us. We know that when the God of our fathers speaks, he speaks with wisdom. Our God, he knows how much we need graces in order to walk away from everything. When our God talks about leaving everything behind, he wants us to do so in spirit: to no longer be attached to material possessions, to no longer be afraid of lacking medications, to say thank you for physical pain. Yes, we ask for physical healing and God listens to us and grants this to us, but he goes through all the children whose bad choices are the cause of the consequences we are living. And we know that we are healed, for when only one person begins to feel that he doesn’t need that many clothes, there's healing, and then, we are able to remain calm.

The more we live our peace, our joy and our love, the more our nerves relax. And the more our nerves relax, the more our blood circulates. And the more our blood circulates, the more warmth we feel. And the more warmth we feel, the more our cells begin to see that there is life. And the more our cells begin to let that movement of love, which comes from our neighbour, restore them, the more God gives love and the more our cells revive – dead cells come alive again. Because one child agreed to give his yes, another agrees to regard his father and mother as people who come from God; another child allows God's love to look upon him, he gently learns to love God's laws without accusing himself – and our whole being feels peace. Our whole being now allows itself to be taken up by the movement of trust, and crooked bones hurt less, deaf ears begin to hear sounds, muscles begin to learn that relaxation can be found through love, and God is the author of all of this. Isn't this what life in God is all about? Everything comes only from God. Everything was given to us by God and returns to God. This is our eternal life: God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, who form but one.

We were created in the image of God. It is by praying for our brothers and our sisters that we will allow God to heal us, to deliver us. That’s what love is – it is to turn our full attention to our neighbour in order to love him. Did the apostles turn to their neighbour? Did the disciples turn to their neighbour? Did the holy women turn to their neighbour? Did the Church flourish every time one of them gave up their life out of love for God? One of them would return to God and roses would grow within the Church, for on every petal it was written, “I believe in you, Jesus,” as it was his Blood flowing on that rose. Mother Mary is the rose God chose for us. She, she knows how to write on our lives: “I trust in you, Jesus.” She is the one who covers us in her love; she is the one who wraps us in her love; and then, with her hands, she pushes us gently: “Go and present yourself to God now.” That’s our Mother.

This is what we’re living. There have never been as many healings and liberations as there are now. Satan has done all he could to make us forget the name of God. But Mother Mary wrote on our hearts: “I trust in you, Jesus.” You see, we didn’t remember this, did we? Well, Mother never forgot. She has never forgotten the Sacrifice that her Son made to save us. She, she has always watched over mercy, for the Church, the Church is mercy. Can you name any other Church other than the one of Jesus that is mercy? Penance – I forgive you; penance – you are saved, all your sins are forgiven: our Church, the Church of Jesus. It was necessary for Jesus to have his Blood flow from his Heart to our hearts by first going through the Heart of Mary. And so, we will live the Great Purification of the flesh, we will live the great mercy of God. This is what we’re going to live.

These moments are moments of love. There will be no other moments like this one, for in a few seconds, we will be transformed. When we arrived this morning, well, a few seconds after hearing Jesus we were no longer the same. Don’t try to find the being you were when you arrived here last night – he has already been transformed. That’s what eternity is. Do you think that you will be the same tomorrow? You will be transformed. That’s eternity – it never stops. And so, thank you, Lord. We will not stop the power of God, for God is and always will be, and he created us in his image. Yes, therefore, let us give to God what belongs to God. We come from God, we belong to God.

And so, let’s live this time of surrender as God wants us to live it. We don’t know what he's going to say in a few minutes, but how good it feels to not know this: it’s always a surprise. May the grace of our God be for us a movement of love within his movement of love, so that all of God's children may be in his movement. Who is like God? God. Who are like the children of God? The children of God. We are, all of us, linked to one another through the Precious Blood of Jesus. Behold, these revelations enable us to live eternity in the hearts of all God's children, past, present and future. This eternal movement comes from our God and it will never end. He who has faith believes in Jesus. Such is the will of the Father for us, we who are enveloped in the power of the Holy Spirit. Amen.