Gathering of Love With God's Action
Through His Instrument, The Girl of My Will in Jesus

2012-02-03 – A Time of Surrender

The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: When Gisèle was reading, those moments of intimacy that I experienced with Jesus were coming back, coming back to me. Often, the Lord, on Fridays, I would spend time all alone with him. I would turn everything off in the house and I would light my candle, everything for my Jesus of love; then, kneeling on the floor, I would share moments of intimacy with Jesus. And this book that belonged to my sister Rita means a lot to me: it’s the book of Gethsemane. And so, Jesus and I experienced moments of great, great intimacy.

I experienced moments of love like the ones we experience sometimes, but these were moments of his Passion, moments when he suffers, when he feels his solitude. And he feels our indifference towards him, the hatred of those who wanted to harm him, the plot they contrived against our God, the people of the house of God who practically all turned against him; and then, they speak against him, they make all sorts of plans to put him to the test, they malign him. Their reign is terrible and Jesus talks about this. Jesus talks about this. He associated all of this to the children of the world. He loves us so much, our Jesus of love.

So, this is the 9^th Holy Hour:

Lamb of God, you carry the sins of the world, forgive us, Lord.

Lamb of God, you carry the sins of the world, hear us, Lord.

Lamb of God, you carry the sins of the world, have pity on us, Lord.

 All you nations, praise the Lord.

 Glorify him, all you peoples, for his mercy is boundless and the faithfulness of God endures forever. Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

Jerusalem, praise the Lord.

Zion, praise the Lord.

Hosanna, hosanna, hosanna, in honour of the Son of God.

“The Holy Mass is the unbloody sacrifice of Calvary, offered in atonement for the guilt of all mankind. The first mass took place at the Last Supper. It remains closely linked to the events that followed the institution of the Holy Eucharist. At the Last Supper, Jesus loved mankind insofar as it was divinely possible, that is to say, without limits. At the Last Supper, when treason took part in that meal of love, the traitor was once more the object of Christ’s affection. He represented mankind through his ingratitude, his hatred, his subterfuge, all his weaknesses and all his sins.

“It was during the Last Supper, however, that Jesus Christ revealed his Heart’s desire: ‘How I have yearned for this hour! With a renewed rapture of love, I would embrace this ungrateful humanity once more, thus trying to save it from eternal ruin. I will sacrifice myself on its behalf and I will then serve it food and drink. Men shall eat of me and drink of me and they will love me once more. If I must be crushed like the grain of wheat, trampled underfoot: Fiat. From now on, I accept it provided that men be nourished and that they may live.’ By instituting his first mass, the mass of the Last Supper, the Man-God loved mankind to the point of folly.”

Oh, folly that made us worthy of such a sacrifice! You lead us to love you, you lead us to bow down, and to being the cause of your sufferings. We want to tell you, o my Master, how much we all want to shed our blood. Tonight, Lord, we place our every drop of blood in your chalice, the one that was presented to you, the one that you were meant to taste, the one that made you sweat your adorable Blood. May our drops of blood mingle with yours, Lord. Teach us to love you, teach us how to take part in this Eucharist. Yes, our fiat, Lord, take it through our blood. Tonight, we want to show you who we are. We are the fiat of your Fiat.

You accept, o God of love, to give yourself as nourishment. Your adorable Body will soon be beaten beyond recognition. Your flesh will be torn, it will be pierced; the ugliness of sin will be inflicted upon it and it will accept to be covered in it. To all those who will want to harm you, it will become the source of shame and you will accept this. You will accept to reveal yourself as the most wicked of all. You will hold none of your love back, you will allow it to emerge. Everything about you will be a testimony to the love of a God for his created ones. We will be in you, o Eternal One. We will be part of you tonight. We want to live this moment, o God of love, in and through what we are: poor in spirit, but rich, rich in your graces, for without your graces we can do nothing. The value of our blood resides in the graces you have given to it. Take this blood, Lord, it contains our fiats. Everything is for you.

A hymn of love is rising up from within us, a hymn that Marie-Ève will play, and we will want to sing along as well because you are in the garden of Gethsemane right now. You have entered, Lord. It is dark. It is the darkness of our sins that envelops you. We are there too; we will not hide ourselves, Lord. Tonight, we will look at what we’ve done to you, and by listening to this hymn and by wanting to sing along, we will wipe your tears. You have loved us, you have loved us, o my God.

Tonight, we want to tell you: those who have it in their hearts to express their love for our God, for the One who has given us everything, may they do so with simple words.

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Jesus: I gave you my Flesh, I gave you my Body, I gave you my Life. I taught you to eat, I taught you to look at me, to love me, to become children who are able to draw near to their God. In the past, people believed that God was so far away, they believed that God punished children by making them sick. God sent his Son and his Son revealed himself, he revealed himself in the flesh. He ate, he slept.

I presented myself to you as my Father willed. I accepted your weaknesses, I accepted to share your nights, I accepted to feel the fatigue of having worked. My children, I accepted the things you were experiencing due to your bad choices, and I embraced them with my eyes, with my ears, with my words, with my gestures; I made them my own, but I have loved every one of you unconditionally. Look at me today: I am nailed to the Cross. I am reminding you of my Sacrifice. I am showing you that everything I have done, I did so out of love. You remember this because I had men write about what I endured out of love for you, that you might remember, that you might discuss this amongst yourselves, that you might live your lives of love, the love that is given to those you love.

I am speaking through this human being whose flesh is fragile. I always lower myself to your level, my children, that you may always have this contact, which you need, with your God, even though I have given you my Flesh, even though I have given you my Blood. The Eucharist, my children, is me and you are still in great need of it. You need a fragile flesh in order to hear my voice, to hear my words, to hear my Will. You are my Father's chosen ones. My Fiat, I present it to you and I accept your fiat. I mix your blood with my Blood to show you that you are the chosen ones. I sustain you through your suffering and I accept what you are able to give me; through your habits, which make you suffer so, I lead you further and further still, showing you that you are my Father's children and that every child who wants to do my Father's Will overcomes his own will, and the force drawing my Being towards you is that of a God who comes into your life to remind you of who I am and who you are.

I have brought you together tonight so that you might give yourselves to the One who wants everything about you. I want you as my children, for all children of all religions, for all children of all languages, for those who have refused all religion. You are aware of their weakness. You once were what they are, my children, and it is through grace that you are here tonight with a desire to love me, with a desire to adore me, me, your God on this Cross. I am the One who gave himself up out of love for you. May you accept every word you hear in faith. Be little and live this intimacy with a God who comes to you to tell you of his love, even though you should have welcomed it at every moment by looking at him on the Cross. My Cross is before you, my Body is nailed to that Cross to remind you of what I have done for you. My children, are you absorbing this? Does this enable you to learn who you are? You are my Father's chosen ones, you are the elect, you are those who are inscribed in the Book of Life.

That book, my children, I have opened it. I alone, I alone have been able to read that Book of Life. You were all present in it, you have all lived the present and I am having you live what is written in the Book of Life: your fiat. You are bound to the tree, you are the fruit of The Love. I am the Vine, my children, my Father is the Vine Grower. He gave me to you that you may be the fruit of The Love, the fruit that will never perish, that will never dry up, for my Blood nourishes your life, my Flesh nourishes your life, my love sustains your life, my eternity renders you eternal. You belong to Eternity. My Father is the Eternal One. He created you. I am the Son of the Father, he engendered me. His love entered me. We are one.

O Father, see these children – how small and fragile they are! My strength is for them, my love envelops them, my presence renders them faithful before you. These are your children, these are the ones you created, these are the ones you loved, these are the ones for whom you gave up your Son, your only Son. They are yours, Father. Tonight, I testify on their behalf, I testify on behalf of their blood, for they are faithful. Only the children who accept to die are alive. May your eternal Will be their only will. Father, this is a premise, this is being written on my Heart so that on the day when they will stand before my Glory, they may read that one day, before me, they mingled their drop of blood with my Blood out of love for all of God's children, for your children, Father. These are the children on whom your gaze has fallen. You have called every one of them by name, adorable Father, and they acknowledge that they are yours.

May time stand still, may creation bow down before your Will, for few live what they are living at this moment. Such is your Will. May their spirit form but one spirit: the Spirit of The Love. Their coming together comes from my Heart and it is yours, Father, for my Heart is in your hands and every Eucharist bears witness to this, Father. May this hymn rise up to you.

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The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: Marie-Ève, would you like to make our hearts rise up all the way to the Heart of Jesus?

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Audience:

Thank you, Jesus, for the love you give us.

Thank you, Jesus, for loving us in spite of our weaknesses. Yes, tonight, I believe in how much you love us.

Thank you, Jesus, for all the graces you give us and for the abundance of the gifts you give to us as well.

O gentle Jesus, how can we thank you for all you do for every one of us, Lord.

Thank you, Lord Jesus, for staying with us.

Thank you, Lord Jesus, for continuing to choose us in spite of our unworthiness.

Thank you, Jesus, for so much love.

Thank you, Lord, for your unconditional love, for these graces of intimacy with you. When you will be glorified, you even want us to see, in you, how we participated in this. Thank you, Lord Jesus, for sharing so much intimacy with every one of us.

Thank you, Jesus, for also taking care of all our brothers and sisters of the whole world by giving them what they need to move forward with us. And for all the graces you give us, Lord, many thanks. We give you thanks.

Thank you, Jesus, for having taken my place on the Cross, for having offered yourself up to your Father, for having accepted everything, for having atoned for our faults. Thank you, Jesus, for the salvation you grant to us, and thank you, Mary, for accompanying your Jesus of love at every instant. You also carry us in your Heart.

You love us so much, Lord Jesus, that you want to return to visit us inside ourselves, and you are asking us to prepare ourselves for this. Thank you for everything you will do at that moment.

Thank you, Lord, for having mingled our blood with your Blood. Thank you for using us. We are yours, we belong to you. You have our yes, Lord. Mother Mary, continue to lead us by the hand, to have us walk in the footsteps of Jesus, to shower us with all the graces we need to do his Will, only his Will.

Lord Jesus, give many graces to our good Pope Benedict and to all our priests, as well, so that they may follow your path as they lead your flock during the masses they say for us, through the consecrations they perform for us, and through all the sacraments. May they continue to nourish us with the love of God.

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The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: Jesus, I am opening my heart to you. It is filled, it is filled with the hearts of your children. I consent to listen to their hearts, their hearts filled with anger, with hatred, with seduction, with greed; their hearts filled with jealousy, with envy; their ungrateful hearts; their hearts filled with wars, with hurtful words. These are the hearts of all your children. You ask me to carry them just as you ask my brothers who are here, and my sisters, to carry these hearts. What are we going to discover? You will have us dive into their hearts and you will keep us in their suffering.

We do not want to run from this, Lord, for at every instant you nourish us with your graces through Mary, through your Mother, through the One who remained close to you at the foot of your Cross and who saw your heart. Yes, she saw your heart because when Longinus thrust that spear, blood and water gushed from that wound and it was so deep, so deep that today we can say that she saw your heart, the heart of her Son. That Heart, o God of love, nourishes our heart, which is filled with the hearts of all your children. You have us cry out “mercy” so that we can stand by their side as your Mother stood by your side. We will comfort them, we will give them our very own strength. What will we have left? It is in faith that we accept. We do not know how this will happen, but we do know that, because you have asked us, this will happen as God, your Father, wills: his Will, not our will.

All is accomplished through your words. All that is left for us to do is to move forward, to experience every moment that is leading us to that moment. We have been brought together from all over the world – tiny children who accept to live that moment. On the inside, we will feel shaky; on the inside, we will shudder. We will feel the cold, the coldness of men, the indifference; we will feel what hatred has done inside them, but we will place your love in front of us, the one that gave itself. We will walk in your footsteps, Lord. Yes, we place our feet in your footsteps and we will live those moments of our passion with love, for we can feel them, we can feel the indifference of the world; because we pray, we can feel the slander they spread about us because we are together at the foot of the Cross. There are children like us throughout the world, chosen by you, who live what we are living, and we cry out: “Father, mercy!”

We refuse the tempters in our lives that come to us through those who do not believe in what we are: the children of God, simply the children of God and nothing more. They are like us just as we are like them, but they refuse to acknowledge this and we, we accept to carry them within us and to present ourselves to you as though we were them. Yes, we accept them. Sometimes this is painful for us. We fall, we get back up, we notice that we have lacked mercy and we say, “Forgive me, my God, have mercy.” And then, through our tears a smile appears on our face. We accept them and it is for them that we do this. Sometimes, Lord, it’s true that we fall. Is all this real? Does this bear fruit? And then, we realize that we have fallen; we get up: “I give you the causes, choices and consequences,” and then, our courage returns. Another moment goes by.

We are working together for your children, before you, God, not knowing what tomorrow will bring, but that doesn’t matter – what matters is you. Our hearts are full now, full of love for them, for those we want by your side. We don’t know who they are but we hope that not a single one will be missing. We don’t even dare say our children, our grand-children, our brothers and our sisters at home, our parents, but you know this. We are living this hope; we accept to live these moments far away from them, filled with the hope that one day they will be with us.

Oh! This little cross, Lord, our tiny cross, we give it to you. Tonight, allow us to cry out to you: “Lord, give us the graces to go on. Fill our hearts with your Mother's tears. She knows what it’s like to abandon her child, she knows what it means to do the Will of God. We want to surrender and we want to surrender to you all those we love, and those we love are your children, all your children. Teach us to walk those narrow paths, those very narrow paths together. We don’t want to walk alone; we want to walk with all those you have chosen throughout the world, because your Mother bears witness to this by her presence. You have given us your Heart. We open our hearts to you tonight out of love. We want to be sincere, o my God of love. We want everything to be for you, yes, everything for God. Isn't this our motto? So be it.” Amen.

We need a hymn, Marie-Ève.

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We want to ask you, Lord, to place your love in the heart of every one of your children tonight, your love for them, which, throughout all eternity, has been greater than their sin. Thank you, Lord Jesus. "Thank you, Lord Jesus (audience)."

We feel so poor and so little, Lord, to be carrying our brothers and sisters who are suffering, who are searching for you or who are not searching for you in the right places. But, Lord, you allow us to be associated to you, to accept them all and to immerse them in your Heart so that they may be cleansed, Lord, bathed in your Blood and in Mother Mary's tears. Lord, we want to place them on every paten and in every chalice, at every mass being said today, as an offering to you, Lord.

O God of love, you see your children who have become blind, deaf and mute. They no longer recognize you because they have been deceived. God of love, show them your face; they will not be able to resist your love. Yes, you died for them, Lord, but so few realize this in their hearts. Come, o God of love, to reveal yourself to the hearts of your children so that all may turn to you. May every knee bend before you, Lord, so that, at last, you may be adored, glorified, loved by every one of your children, because, Lord, you gave up your life for every one of them. Thank you, Lord, for opening hearts, for preparing every child for this meeting with you. Glory and praise to you, Lord.

All: Glory and praise to you, Lord Jesus.

The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: Thank you for this evening, Lord. May every one of us remember that our Lord will continue to give himself as he has tonight. Thank you, Lord.

All: Thank you, Lord.

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