Gathering of Love With God's Action in Toronto, Ontario,
Through his instrument, the Girl of My Will in Jesus 

2015-03-27  – Evening

God Gathers His Children Together

The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: The Lord has permitted that I present myself before you tonight and he had not told me he would do so. Now I know. What I am going to repeat… I'm a person who repeats; I don’t claim to be a prophet but simply someone who repeats. I'm an instrument. It is God who comes through, and it isn't me; it’s the same for Nicole. 

I will tell you a little bit about myself. This all began in 2001. As a young woman, I was a hairdresser, and I babysat children. My husband loses his job, we buy a building that was going to be demolished, and thanks to my husband, I became a carpenter. I'm very good with my hands, but in 2001, I wasn’t good at writing.

This began in ’98 after my sister’s death. I would go to a place where people claimed that the Virgin Mary appeared to Dory Tan: Marmora. Does anyone here know about Marmora? Yes? It’s wonderful over there, isn't it? The sun spins in the sky! I had never seen that before. I believed in Fatima, but that the Virgin Mary was appearing in other places, well, I didn’t believe in it, but we continued to pray. And I was tired from doing renovations with my husband. So, on the first Saturday of the month – vacation, I'm going off to pray. The first time I went to Marmora, as far as the Virgin Mary was concerned, there was no manifestation apparent to me, but there were so many people praying, and people of all races.

I come from a family of fourteen children, of which thirteen are still alive, and with so many children, you don’t need lots of friends because you play with one another. It wasn’t because I was anti-social, but you get used to being with your family members. But now I was seeing people wearing jeans, long skirts, dressed every which way, who were all praying the same way. This was the family of God. Yes, we have our parish, but we always see the same people. And we’re happy with this, but this was greater – a huge family – and from that moment on, I continued to go to Marmora, and the smell of roses would greet me up until the year 2001.

January 1, 2001, while I was reciting the rosary at home, the beads started exuding oil; my hands were covered in oil. So, you can imagine that I was wondering what was going on. And then, during the night, I heard a voice: “Turn the light on.” I just had to tap the edge of my lamp and the light would turn on. Now, which of these two events was the most surprising? My hands exuding oil, or this voice of a woman talking inside me, not from my head but from here, inside me? “Look at your hands and believe.” My hands were covered in oil again. And since that time, I have been hearing Mother Mary’s voice inside me.

Fifteen days later, it’s the voice of Jesus that I hear. “Am I schizophrenic?” Yet, nothing had changed. My husband, my three children, everything was going well in my life. There was no fear; this was coming from inside me, and it was something that was bringing me peace. But I didn’t want to talk about it. You can’t really talk about this kind of thing just like that; you keep it to yourself. The voice was telling me to surrender. More and more, it was surrender, and Mother Mary was helping me to surrender.   

Two months later, my husband died and Jesus was still talking to me, and Mother Mary was still talking to me. And then, he asked to get some paper and a pencil in order to do some writing. The messages were piling up higher and higher. What was I supposed to do with these? I wasn’t even asking myself this question, because in any event, they were full of mistakes. I completed my secretarial program but I wasn’t good in school, but I became a hairdresser. And so, for me it was let’s hide these pages full of mistakes. But no, God asked me to gather those pages together. He said, “Everything comes from me and everything will only come from me.” And so, God was teaching me.

I am constantly in God's presence. I present myself like this in many places; all over Canada, a little in the United States, a little in South America, in Europe, England, Ireland, and I have carried out the Will of God. And so, is this something that can provide you with love? Because this is your life too! You have all been chosen. We are all instruments of God. God wants to make use of all his children to seek out all his children. You aren’t here because it was what you wanted; it’s because God the Father wanted it. You are an all with the All of God. So, your hearts are in God's hands tonight, for it is you who will bring about this meeting with the Lord. I will therefore close my eyes as he is asking me to do.

Jesus: Each of you is in the presence of his self. Your self, my children, is the child of God. You are all children of God. A very, very long time ago, even before your arrival on earth, you came into being, my children. You have been, you are and you shall be. Such is the Will of God. Everything that is around you is within you. You, God's created ones, are more important than anything that is around you. The people of today become attached to everything that is external to them. Long before you, others became attached to everything they saw and heard.

Children of love, you do not belong to this world. God has chosen you so that you could be on earth to do as you are called to do. You are all chosen ones in order to show my Father who you are: you are children who belong to my Father. He has loved you, he loves you and he will always love you. He does not seek out his children without showing them what they have accomplished. God is not a thief, God does not take; he asks you: do you give me your life? Do you want me? Leave this world behind, come with me, invite me into your life. I am Jesus, I come to you, welcome me, turn your interior into my dwelling place. I will fill your dwelling place with blessings. A great light will begin to shine within you; you will see everything that is in your life. Everything that has been and which has filled your life with love shall be before you. I will also show you everything you have done with your life and that did not bear love. This will also be shown to you and you will be covered with my graces, for you will receive the power of your God.

Tonight, you praised your God and God heard your song. I came to you, I placed graces within you, I wanted to fulfil your desire for love. Everything that you are belongs to love. You are love. I come to speak to you in your heart so that I may use you. There are so many children who have distanced themselves from me; there are so many children who need to know that I love them. I am He Who Is. In me, you have your life. Come, take my hand, enter into your life, turn yourself into a being of love. Your surrender is dear to me. It is through surrender that you receive what you need. What I am doing with you, I want to do for all those you love. Do you love my Father's children? Do you love those who were created at the same moment as you were created? You are but one with them. Did I not teach you this? I showed you how important it is to make up just one. To be one is to be an all.

I came and I spoke. I walked and I spoke. I warmed hearts and I made the impossible possible. Everything within you was awakened to love. You were waiting for that moment of love, for you were in me. I did not separate myself from you and you did not separate yourself from me. Even though some of your brothers and sisters were on earth before you, I, I was with them; and because I was with them, you were with them and they were with you although they were not aware that they were with you. I was passing on my knowledge to you: I was showing you my “I love you,” I was nourishing your "I love you" so that you could say “I love you” to them with my “I love you,” for when you speak to even one of your brothers and sisters, you are speaking to all of your brothers and sisters. I will tell you a story.

One day, the sun began to shine. Its rays were so bright that all those who were on earth raised their heads towards the sun; and those who were on the opposite side of the earth also raised their heads towards the sky. The sun shone with all its strength, for it was obeying God, and God wanted to show all his children that he was making the sun shine on everyone. And those who were on the opposite side of the earth, opposite the place where children were facing the sun, also felt the need to raise their heads, for the children who were in the sun were nourishing these children. They were transmitting to them the joy of seeing that brilliance and they could feel this. And everyone had felt that need to look up at the sky, for there was something they could not stop: that need to love, to love looking up at the sky, of being present so as to not miss that moment of love.

So, can you see what I am doing with you? You who hear, you who accept to be present, you who want to know love, you have this need inside you and this need is nourished by all God's children. It was God who put love inside you and it is God who nourishes that love, for it is conditional. Because what you have inside you is a love and that conditional love belongs to you. You have this conditional love inside you, but when it is united to all conditional loves, it becomes unconditional. The power of God nourishes you by giving you all the love of your brothers and sisters. You need to understand your need.

Do you know why your love is conditional? One day when your first parents were on earth, they were tempted by the serpent, and this led them to choosing even though they did not have this need within themselves. They had unconditional love, but they listened, they listened to what they should not have listened to. Because they did not give what they were hearing to God, this entered them and their entire beings came to know something they did not know: choosing. And since that time, their love has been conditional. They have had to choose between good and evil. And you, little child of love, you who were in God, because you were in God you were in them; you do not leave these children. You took part in this, for you saw, you heard and you chose. You chose love for your first parents, and today, your love is conditional.

I came on earth to restore your perfect state to you. By dying on the Cross, my act of life purified all your acts of life. Today, I come to speak in your heart to enable you to live these moments of love. You have spent this time with me, you have received this light within you. He who saves removed all your sins from you and he brought all sins unto death. If today you commit offenses, that is because you do not profit from the graces of my Act of Life. I come to speak in your heart in order to help you understand what you must accept: the graces of the purification of the flesh. Now, this child will open her eyes, and by the power of the Holy Spirit, you shall hear my Will, which is that of my Father.

The Girl of My Will in Jesus in the Holy Spirit: Since 2001, the almighty Lord has been speaking of love. He has spoken of the Trinity. The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit are but ONE, and Jesus, in the Gospel, told us: “You were created in God's image.” What have we become? We have become beings who do not see themselves as created in God's image. We have become divided. We form an all, but we don’t live as an all; we have become divided one from the other.

Let’s take a look at what we’ve become. There's suffering all over the world. Did this suffering appear because God punished us? God doesn’t punish his children; God loves. His love is unconditional; it’s our love that is conditional. So, God comes to speak in our hearts so that our conditional loves can come together. We share the same love; we need to recognize this. We must tell ourselves that we need one another so that we can return to being who we were: one in ONE.

There's only one guilty party: it’s Satan, Satan who uses his acolytes to convert us to his own state of impurity. We were made for love, we were made to carry out acts of life, not acts of death. When we think that another person is the way he is because he doesn’t pray like I do, this isn't a living act – it’s a dead act. When I willingly watch violence, this isn't an act of life – this is a dead act. When I use my hands to strike my neighbour, this isn't an act of life – this is a dead act. When I use my ears to listen to my neighbour who is talking against her neighbour, well, this is a dead act – this isn't a living act. When I worry about my children, is this feeling living or dead? Will it help my child to be happy or will it help my child to say: “One day, you will worry too just like me.” And so, tonight, we can recognize that we are children who have let themselves be deceived by the Deceiver.

Even before Jesus came to earth, how many times did God send people to tell them, “Unite and believe in God; do not turn to other gods”? Still today, after the coming of our Jesus of love, after he purified us by dying on the Cross, what do we do? I use my acts of life, which are my thoughts, sight, hearing, words, actions and feelings to crush the choice of God. We destroy ourselves, for when I use my thoughts against my neighbour, I am against my own self, and therefore, against the choice of God. I therefore become someone who sees himself as greater than God; and if I see myself as greater than God, I judge the being that I am: I therefore become a little god. And God told us that only he can judge us. And what do we do? We never stop judging ourselves.

The judgement of God is mercy; there is only unconditional love in God. We judge ourselves with conditional love: I'm lazy, I'm a liar, I don’t understand easily, I'm not capable, I'm better than another, I'm a good person; he's lazy, but I'm not. We always, always treat ourselves like this. And Jesus comes to speak in our hearts in order to stop us from giving Satan power.

Jesus had me write Volume 5. Do you have it close by, Nicole? This volume was written when I didn’t think God would have me write. It was at a time when I had a huge anomaly. God said to me, “You have an anomaly.” It was my cancer, cancer – something that shouldn’t have been inside me. And starting from there, God showed me that all my acts of life had contributed to either making me suffer or providing me with love.

So, since 2001, I had been giving myself love. Since 2001, I had been discovering the love of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. And I was discovering my neighbour as he was, for when I was discovering the love of my neighbour, I was discovering who I was. I appreciated all the days of my life. And then in 2012, I am told that I have lymphoma, an aggressive form of cancer. But I wasn’t worried; I was ready. If God wanted to come and get me, alleluia! So, I accepted everything. I accepted everything that presented itself to me. So, when they told me this news, I said, “I don’t have to get chemo, I just have to give myself to God.” But there was always the smell of roses the moment the doctor would come towards me. And so, my daughter who was next to me, said, “Mom, it’s God who wants this.” And so, I accepted the chemo.

But then, I discovered something else that was new. We were all together, sitting on chairs waiting to receive chemo and we were all going through the same thing: we were living our love for ourselves, we wanted to give ourselves love. We weren’t preoccupied with “I'm going to be beautiful; I'm going to buy this or that for myself,” studies, careers… no, it was love for ourselves. We no longer had any hair on our heads, but we loved ourselves; we were losing weight, we loved ourselves; we would look at the others and we were learning to love ourselves. I was discovering what God wanted from me: he wanted me to surrender again for my brothers and sisters. And then, he asked me to write again. Through the suffering, through the pain, through the complications of my brothers and sisters, I was learning to always say, “Yes, Lord.” And this lead to Volume 5 in two parts.

And he tells us why there's so much suffering in the world. He said: “A single act of life, a single thought that is not love, Satan uses it against all of God's children.” And he said: “Gather together all the bombs, everything that can destroy the world, gather them all together – they are not as powerful as a single one of your thoughts in the hands of Satan.” As long as we don’t learn to live the love we have received from God, the wars won’t end, the famines won’t end, the floods, divorces, separations, illnesses, for one thought against the children of God is a poison from Satan that infiltrates every flesh. 

Remember what God told us when Jesus was on earth. We have read this in the Gospel: “You existed before you entered your mother’s womb on earth.” So, we were all created in the same moment. We all have one same flesh. We don’t have a flesh that is different from that of others; it’s the same flesh that has multiplied. So, when we offend our flesh, our poison nourishes another flesh, another and another, and this goes around the world without skipping any single flesh. And afterwards, this comes back to us, and we nourish yet again. This has been going on for more than seven thousand years! So, the Lord says, “My children, make an effort and do what you need to do: live as children of God.”

We have received much from our Lord. We have learned to praise God, we have learned to dance for God, we have learned to give him our lives, and so, let’s give our best to our God. Our songs must be accompanied by our love. Our dances must be in harmony with the dances of all our brothers and sisters of the whole world. We must offer our hearts as one single heart, and we have everything within ourselves for this to happen, but we must want it with every ounce of our being. For those of you who will want to read these volumes, there's something you need to know beforehand: you will become Satan's target, not that you aren’t already so – you still are, but it will become more difficult, for Satan doesn’t want this to spread.

Satan has been using us for years. Satan has no power; he is nothingness. He refused life, and so he doesn’t have life. Therefore, in order to harm God's children, he needs to use life to attack life. Can he use Jesus who is Eternal Life? No, Jesus has triumphed over him. But we, we just have to think: is any one of us perfect? Is there anyone among us who doesn’t know suffering? We experience suffering. We who were created perfect, we don’t see ourselves as perfect. Therefore, in order for us to experience these things, we had to give him our lives. We did this without consenting to it, but, deceitfully, he made sure that we did it.

All tempters are by our side, but not inside us. They breathe evil: “Go, you don’t have to tell her the truth. Oh, come on! She doesn’t even know that you looked at her.” If we accept what is making itself known to us… “Oh, it’s true. Why should I tell her that I looked at the beautiful girl who just walked by?” Well, if it’s true that from the moment we think this we have accepted it, then that’s because the impure spirit injected his poison with the permission to do so. And we’re the ones who gave him permission, that choice. And we have always done this without wanting to. We go to confession, we come out of confession, and then: “Hey! She just sat down in my spot; how annoying!” Yet, I have just confessed that I harmed my neighbour. This is because there are many, many ghosts inside us. We have allowed this to enter us. We’re in need of a thorough cleaning!

We have gone to confession for our soul, and now, we will turn to God for our flesh. It is in need of a major clean up. And it will take a lot of effort because Satan is going to attack us, because he doesn’t want us to be loving towards ourselves before God. There will be a lot to do for those who want to enter into what the Lord is asking of us.

All over the world, the Lord has chosen “blessed chosen ones” to seek out all of God's chosen ones. Mother Mary has prepared us for this and we have received a great deal from Mother Mary: graces, so many graces. And so, we must ask Mother Mary for all the graces she has for us. And do you know how we will obtain them? By placing our impure acts of life, which were wounded and have been repaired, within the movement of life. This means: when we will carry out an impure act of life and we are aware of it, we will say, “I refuse this act in my life. I give the cause, choices and consequences. Thank you, Jesus for sending this impure spirit to the foot of your Cross.” My act of life reclaims its place within the power of life, and then, Mother Mary will link all the acts that are within the power of life in order to take them to Jesus. Then, Jesus will heal.

All over the world, children will heal because Jesus said: “A world of love is being built.” And that world will be built with loving acts of life, for these acts of life will benefit from the graces of Jesus’ Act of Life. Jesus died on the Cross and he purified all our acts of life. This has been accomplished. And so, it’s up to us to believe in Jesus’ words: “Hearts of stone will turn into hearts of flesh. All my Father's children will know that I am in their lives and that they are in my Life. There will be no more tears, there will be no more illnesses, there will be no more wars, there will be no more confrontations. All will know that they are happy on earth as in Heaven, for they will be but one as my Father and I are but ONE in the power of the Holy Spirit.” So, do you believe that we’re living in the era of the Holy Spirit? Let’s praise our Lord. Amen.